i hope i was your favorite crime.
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Thread Topic: i hope i was your favorite crime.
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okay, i am in such a bad place, but its weird.
like one moment ill be having a moment and i wanna die
but the next thing ik there's smth funny of tiktok and I'm like "oh it'll all be good" -
i miss kriss.
like meltdown level miss. -
when my friend says she has a fast metabolism:
me: HOW DOES IT FEEL TO LIVE MYYYYYYY DREAM -
am sad
just finished a dnf fanfic
cried
dream left George and sapnap :( -
*hugs* Oof, angst is tuff :(
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ye :(
i just re-read this whole thread- and like
i am so dramatic lmao
like its also gotten way worse
like before i wasn't even crying all day
like i had a bad episode Friday night
i was alone for abt 2 hours
and i was reading through my past conversations w/ Kriss
and even though i was home alone i went upstairs into the bathroom bc i feel kinda safe there
and i got onto gtq
found her acc
and she still hadn't replied.
i legit cried and fell onto the floor.
now, I'm probably being ridiculous, but idc.
i basically lost my best friend.
who i had fun with.
who made me smile.
who i talked to everyday.
who never judged me.
always supported me.
i DID lose my best friend.
i f---ing did.
i screamed to try and let some of the confusing feelings out, which helped ig.
then after that, i legit just talked to myself for an hour and a half abt the controversial topics in my head.
not looking for an answer, per say, but more just trying to get confusing though out of my head.
also, when i get like this, i laugh at things that i would normally break down to, or that should be concerning.
so my sister called, and she hung up after saying "i love you"
and i laughed hysterically
like- no you tf don't you piece of s---.
you don't, and yk it.
anyways, after i calmed down, i made the (terrible) decision to continue looking through kriss and i's texts on DA.
that was a bad idea.
i miss the random exchange.
then i got to one of our 'e' challenges.
its where we just said E over and over and more and more until someone gave up and the other won.
I'm pretty sure we got it from someone on here but I'm not sure.
but i scrolled through it.
it was the last one we had.
it was sometime between Christmas and new years.
i broke down.
i f---ing miss the random s---.
those kinda annoyed me at the time bc i had to copy and paste and s---, but i miss it now.
i would give any s--- to go back to that.
id give anything.
i miss you kriss.
i rlly hope your okay.
ill be waiting if you come back. -
damn that escalated.
i was not planning on writing that much, lol
ig i needed to vent *shrug* -
my sisters crying abt how she doesn't have any friends.
and how she never really has.
how her birthday parties "had no one".
so i went and checked.
in our photos, any year, she always had more people at her parties than i did.
take 2018.
she had 15 of her friends at her party.
i had my mom.
so suck up your f---ing tears, hun.
we're not moving 14 hours away JUST SO YOU CAN GET SOME GODDAMN FRIENDS.
ME AND MY SISTER ARE f---ING LEAVING FOR COLLEDGE, I DONT RLLY WANNA LEAVE MY FRIENDS HERE, THEN MOVE AWAY AND LEAVE THEM FOR f---ING COLLEGE TOO.
I HAVE FRIENDS NOW.
FINALLY.
YOU HAD FRIENDS, MAYBE YOU SHOULD JUST CHANGE YOUR f---ING ATTITUDE.
you said you tried to talk to ppl at youth group, but you legit f---ing didn't.
you haven't.
so let me try and be f---ing happy for once in my life and have good friends. stop being selfish.
you just hold grudges on everyone.
let it go.
no ones f---ing perfect. -
i may be autistic??
wtf?
i was bored so i found a test (that has gotten good reviews and seems accurate)
and it said i most likely am .-. -
new acc
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explanation for angel numbers 333:
As stated many times before, love the people around you just as you love yourself.
so- should i like, starve them, and put boiling water on them? -
why
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i miss SSO
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i wanna kms
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i honestly i wish i had that courage.
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