running out of breath.
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Thread Topic: running out of breath.
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started sobbing uncontrollably for at least 30 minutes but my older sibling came and saved me :D feeling a lot better now
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overall it was a very s---ty day, but i'm not all too bad rn so that's gud
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*bear hugs you* I'm glad to hear that you're feeling better 💛
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*huggies* tyty <3
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NOT A VENT
oh gawd i'm v happy rn :D ever since i've come out as genderfluid and said that my pronouns change almost daily, literally no one has ever asked me about my pronouns. but today someone messaged me on q and asked me what pronouns i was using today *happy noises* -
she’s asking and asking but anxiety basically rules my life and just
i can’t do it
anxiety f---s me up and this is one of the things it ruins
i want to do it but… i just can’t -
bad anxiety attack
bad bad
bad bad bad
hyperventilated for five minutes straight
vision went blurry
it kinda hurts to breathe
puked. i didn’t eat anything though, so it was only stomach acid
this just proves how far downhill my mental health has gone
this was because i had to do a zoom test with my teacher -
my fren: oh my god i forgot abt this- so yesterday *wheeze* i was looking for the ps4 charger *wheeze* and i went into my parent's room and opened a drawer and- i think i found a vibrator * W H E E Z E *
me, drinking lemonade[/b]: *chokes on lemonade* [i]oh- oh sh- -
probably a TW in the lyrics
NOT A VENT! i honestly have just had this song stuck in my head for days and idk
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You make my head spin
God knows I can't win
I don't know what I'm doing
I think I got a f---ing deathwish
It's got me headsick
If I can't win I'm losing
To a f---ing deathwish
I don't wanna suffer on the stupid things that you said
Why don't you dig the grave big enough for us? Yeah, yeah
Think I'm losing something that I didn't know I could have
I'll be drinking your sweat 'til we're f---ing dead, yeah
Kissing the knife
A cynical and miserable high
Can see the end of this in your eyes
If you're staying, could you quit saying bye, bye
You make my head spin
God knows I can't win
I don't know what I'm doing
I think I got a f---ing deathwish
It's got me headsick
If I can't win I'm losing
To a f---ing deathwish
Yo, if it's real, we say it out loud
I wanna tell you, but I don't know how
Every single night, every single fight
Now I feel like I was right when I left
But it's too late now
Yeah, yeah, ayy
I know this won't last, yeah
Your knife in my back, yeah
(We're not f---ing dead yet)
Kissing the knife
A cynical and miserable high
Can see the end of this in your eyes
If you're staying, could you quit saying bye, quit saying bye
You make my head spin
God knows I can't win
I don't know what I'm doing
I think I got a f---ing deathwish
It's got me headsick
If I can't win I'm losing
Watch my f---ing head spin
God knows I can't win
I don't know what I'm doing
I think I got a f---ing deathwish
It's got me headsick
If I can't win I'm losing
To a f---ing deathwish -
you know your life has really gone downhill when you're diagnosed with four disorders lmao-
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anxiety: hello bish :)
me: haha, i'm in danger -
it's ok it's ok when your mom gets the essential oils you can deal with this better
nope, but you see, mom doesn't have them yet. -
and i can't get help from anyone irl bc that will reveal the site
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hey, let's look on the bright side. at least i'm not having a panic attack..
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just breathe...
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