Venting Thread
- Locked by Carri04 on Oct 29, '23 9:13pmReason: Sorry you gotta deal with this.
Thread Topic: Venting Thread
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I got to hug him and make him feel better. I'm glad 😊😁
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I hope life gets better for me from here and that the weight feeling will be gone soon
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Bruh, I work the hardest in my house other than my mom and my whole fam makes it seem like I'm not trying like wth. Try being a diabetic with depression, is totally failing everything, having to be someone their not, dealing with hate from others, and just struggling with so many other things that make them scared and feel like k1lling themself but is still living anyway. I'm trying to be as good as everyone else but it seems to never be enough. I'm totally sleep deprived. Actually, as a matter a fact, I don't sleep at all anymore unless its for 2-3 hours a night while the rest of it is Homework. And I'm not eating or drinking enough cause I don't feel motivated whatsoever to do so. I felt so weak at school bc of it and couldn't think at all. I'm trying. I really am. But it's not enough. Do I have to pull myself over the edge to be old enough? Because I think I already did that well enough myself. I'm so done at this point. Life is definitely not going to get better and idk why I'm still living and hoping when I was the world's mistake. I should've been de@d or in a coma years ago. That would've solved everyone's problems bc I can't do this anymore
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Sighs* Sometimes I feel like I'm overreacting but then when worse things happen, I feel as if I'm not
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I hate being the Shadow
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And then they say "Your just like your mom" or "Your just like your sister" like how dare you. I'm not my mom at all. If anything, we're on different terms most of the time. It's a love-hate relationship while me being my sister just makes me seem more of the shadow. I'm not perfect. It's a mask. And whenever I'm able to actually be myself and tell jokes, I just use the comedy to hide how sad and lonely I am and people believe it. Smiling doesn't make you happy and achievements don't either. Not like I have any anymore...
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If I pretend to be okay, maybe I will be okay though and hopefully won't go crazy and break down as much anymore
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you got this
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I hope I got this 😅 and that things get better
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On the Outside: "Oh okay well that's fine"
Me on the Inside: *Is crying*
Idk whether to laugh at this or cry ngl-- -
I just...this is wrong and Ik it is and I hate how a pushover like myself can't speak my mind
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Imma try to be brave again and try this one more time
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Imma hate myself after doing this like last time. I suck
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I messed up...
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Haha, this is going to be embarrassing--
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