Venting Thread
- Locked by Carri04 on Oct 29, '23 9:13pmReason: Sorry you gotta deal with this.
Thread Topic: Venting Thread
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I wish I wasn't so different and didn't have to go to the Hospital and suffer but I gotta go to it tomorrow and am guessing that they are going to say I'm slowly k1lling myself and neglecting everything
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Maybe I can speed the whole living process
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I have a doctors appointment and am scared straight 🙃
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"I'm so sick of life, I really wish I could just disappear"
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Bruh, she thought I forgot. Shoot, I just didn't wanna to take it to see what happens
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I'm trying yet I still keep failing
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She hates me. Idk what I did but she hates me. Either way, I'm sorry to them for being such a waste and being easily forgotten but they're not being in the right either for lying for attention and to make they're friends feel sad. Lying is a bad move so are they going with what they said or not and were those words "Your such an amazing friend" a lie. They probably were like our friendship. It was fake. It's all fake. Like the rest of my other friendships that went down the drain.
At this point, I'd rather be forgotten. Well, actually, I kinda am. Not even my own classmates or teacher knows I exist and I've been at that school for months -
And my family is surprised that I'm failing. Of course I'm failing bc I have lost all motivation in everything. I'll fail in life so why even try anything
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My whole future is forced anyway. Can't even do what I wanna do anymore. My only dream now is to do what my mom wants me to do since I apparently can't work alone
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That's it. Imma stop fighting depression. I've lost. Motivation is all lost. It means nothing anymore. I don't even care anymore
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It's been an emotional rollercoaster honestly. But it seems like when I get back to them, I start to feel purpose
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Probably bc they make me see things brighter than they really are.
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Don't get why anyone, even them, would stand me or view me as supportive or a good person. I try to be but it's hard...
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My comfort characters:
Sonic the Hedgehog
Tails the Fox (Sonic)
Silver the Hedgehog (Sonic)
Wakiya Murasaki (Beyblade)
Chat Noir/Adrien Agreste (Miraculous)
Jyugo (Nanbaka)
Tamaki Amajiki (MHA)
Sora (Kingdom Hearts)
Demyx (Kingdom Hearts) -
Imma just chill for a bit and watch Ouran Host Club. Maybe it'll make me feel better
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