Venting Thread
- Locked by Carri04 on Oct 29, '23 9:13pmReason: Sorry you gotta deal with this.
Thread Topic: Venting Thread
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Same!
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I just woke up from a dream in tears...ðŸ˜
That hasn't happened in a long time -
That dream scared me cause it was like my reality....
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Hey, are you okay? :(
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I guess so, I just had this really bad dream that I can't forget about
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Yikes.
I had a dream like that.
I don't know if I can read Lord of the Rings anymore :^l -
Bruh, I feel embarrassed and screwed
I hate my shyness and anxiety
I keep crying wherever I go uncontrollably and can't get the thought of dying out my mind
And I'm messing up my first impression with my cousins husband so much
I have a feeling that no one likes me cause of my sickness and they think that it limits me or ruins things....
I feel like I was a mistake waiting to be born... I always ruin things and act stupid in front of others
This is why I just leave myself out of things, maybe dying or being alone will make things better, no one cares and all people see me as is a nobody
I've been crying way too much and been feeling compared...I know that the only person who gets me is my dad...
Nothing entertaining has been happening other than I almost passed out and killed myself a few times and cried a lot, my mom almost found out but I kept it a secret
I think my mom is noticing me being more quiet, more of a loner, depressed, and losing energy though -
And it annoys my mom annoys me sometimes bc she doesn't look at things in my view, I ask her "If I tell you this, will you not yell?"
She says "Yeah," then goes off on me yelling about what I'm talking about, and I know she loves me, but sometimes it gets annoying for her to ask and make it seem like my diabetes is a weakness and that I can't do anything anymore and seem like I don't belong.
I know she cares...but she never shows it, it seems like she's nice when we just have fun, but super mean when I'm trying to act serious -
I'm reading "Babysitters Club: Study's Big Secret" and I can totally relate sadly
Being sick like this is sad, especially when you get called names for it, mine was "Sick Child."
I think I may be thinking about that too much which is making me depressed, but sometimes, I just wish I would get very sick and die, I would stop taking care of myself for that to happen, but my mom would stay in watch of me
Maybe if I just gave up on caring myself, things would end off easier
I do pray for my dad though and everyone else going through hard times 💖 -
I'm a sick, sad, loner who should die, I hope something happens to me and kills me and dries the tears away
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You're not alone.
Look, I know depression is a hard thing to deal with, but if you die it's just gonna pass the pain on from you to others. Mental health is a huge thing and you shouldn't risk it. I remember going to the ER because of self-harm... But that's besidess the point. You're loved, cherished, and most of all, you. I can name five of your traits I love about you.
You're:
•Kind
•Brave
•Loyal
•Funny
•Couragous
Daily reminder:
Chu're amazing :) -
Thank you, it means a lot, and your amazing too and I hope your doing well, and again, thank you
Your fun, funny, kind, and awesome :)
And I'll try my best to keep going and think positive -
(Dis Espie btw)
(CaTs N I sHaRe aCcOuNtS I sWeaR i'M iNnOcEnT)
Awwe, thamk chu! That means a ton to me <3
Alrighty. Jus don'ts push churself; I'm always here if chu needs me. Jus scream; "EYO ESP, WHERE MY COOKIES" n I'll be here in a heartbeat with chur
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Thank u
(And don't worry, I believe you, your innocent XD) -
Bruh...I think my brother got me sick...ugggggggggh...😫
It's not too bad though
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