Welcome To My Mind: Where All Hell Brakes Loose
- Locked by mcqueen on May 3, '21 6:44amReason: Owners request.
Thread Topic: Welcome To My Mind: Where All Hell Brakes Loose
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I'm just gonna do a quick vent today
I'm scared. Flat out.
My heart just recently finished mending
So it's fragile
So when he disappeared for over two weeks, and I thought he was ignoring me, I got so depressed I just couldn't take it.
Now he's back.
And for the past couple of days, I've been so damn happy it's not even funny. Now I'm realizing how doubting I am. What if things turn out like before? He told me that he loves me, but so did the other boy... -
I'm thinking about it again
Stop.
STOP.
It just hurts you to think about it.
It scares you.
So just stop. -
Is this whole thing a mistake?
Is it not worth the heartache? -
Is it fake?
I hope it's not
I don't feel like it is
But it's hard to have doubts when-
It happened before -
Oh f--- I'm gonna have another breakdown
I can feel it
Crap, nonononono
STOP ELSA -
I thought that I'd stopped having them
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c
k
My family can't see me breakdown -
I feel like it's gonna last for a while this time
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I need somebody
(Help!) not just anybody
(Help!) you know I need someone
Help!
I never needed anybody's help in any way
But now these days are gone, I'm not so self assured (but now these days are gone)
(And now I find) Now I find I've changed my mind and opened up the doors
Help me if you can, I'm feeling down
And I do appreciate you being 'round
Help me get my feet back on the ground
Won't you please, please help me?
And now my life has changed in oh so many ways (and now my life has changed)
My independence seems to vanish in the haze
But every now and then I feel so insecure (I know that I)
I know that I just need you like I've never done before -
I feel like the person that would help me the most would be him
But he hasn't been on in a few days
It's not his fault, I know. He has to sneak on but it's not always that easy. I speak from experience -
Gods, I wish he was here...
I need him so much -
Yelling
I never realized how much I hate it until today.
I hate when someone yell at me
Especially when I've done nothing wrong
I yell back
And then I leave so that I can just cry... -
I wish that I could see your smile
Just one more time
I want to see your eyes
That sparkle in the morning light
Hold me in your warm embrace
Tell me everything is gonna be ok
Just let me feel your love
And it'll bring me the light of day -
hugs cinna*
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Thanks *hugs Yuuki*
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