My Venting Thread
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Thread Topic: My Venting Thread
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Well I mean overall I'm doing sort of ok, but the mistake that I made took a toll on me
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I’m putting on a happy face here. People talk about how they love each other. They said ‘I Love You’ and it worked out so well. I wish that could’ve been me. I’ve never really had any jealously in my life, but now I think I do. It hurts. And it was all my fault. Imma go hit myself again, I’ll be back in a sec
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Ok I’m back
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That did hurt, but at least it distracts from my emotional conflict
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I get jealous of other people’s happiness
Is that bad?
I want to be happy,
But I guess my loss of bliss was my fault -
It's not bad to feel like you're missing out when other people are happy and you're not. But focusing on other people's lives probably won't make yours feel any better.
Happiness is a gift and if you don't have that, it's not your fault. You can make your own happy again and we're here to help and support you ❤ -
Thanks Spice ❤
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No prob :3
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It's hard for girls like us
We don't know who we trust
Not even the ones we love
'Cause they don't know
Stuck here
Stuck here in these waters
So sick to my stomach
Is anybody there?
Red lights
Red lights in the darkness
Everyone's so heartless
Does anybody care?
It's so hard to explain
With your heart in a cage
Only whisper but you wanna shout
'Cause the second you wake
Too much pressure to take
Every part of you wants to cry out
It's hard for girls like us
We don't know who we trust
Not even the ones we love
'Cause they don't know
Try to numb this pain
'Cause we don't wanna get hurt again
Left alone out in the rain
They don't know
Mirror, mirror on the wall
I don't see beautiful
Staring back at me
Watching, watching my heart bleed out
Trying not to freak out
It's hard for girls like us
We don't know who we trust
Not even the ones we love
'Cause they don't know
Try to numb this pain
'Cause we don't wanna get hurt again
Left alone out in the rain
They don't know
It's hard for us
For girls like us
Girls like us
They don't know
It's hard for us
For girls like us
Girls like us
They don't know
So, oh
And the worst part is
When they smile like this
And it hits me hard
Hits me hard
Tryna play it cool
But inside I'm bruised
And it breaks my heart
Breaks my heart
It's hard for all of us
We don't know who we trust
Not even the ones we love
They don't know
Try to numb this pain
'Cause we don't wanna get hurt again
Left alone out in the rain
They don't know
It's hard for us
For girls like us (girls like us)
Girls like us
They don't know
It's hard for us (oh no)
For girls like us (girls like us)
Girls like us
They don't know -
I listened to If You Love Her by Forest Blakk last night and cried
I’m too sensitive, aren’t I?
I need to stop being so damn sensitive, don’t I?
But I don’t know how to stop...
...How do I stop? -
Someone help me, I don’t know how to cope. What I sent last night probably won’t work; what’s the difference from all the other times I’ve tried to talk to him? He just basically ignores Mrs now. I’ve barely heard any words from him to me at all on the past week.
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*ignores me
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Oh, maybe I came on too strong
Maybe I waited too long
Maybe I played my cards wrong
Oh, just a little bit wrong
Baby I apologize for it
I could fall or I could fly
Here in your aeroplane
And I could live, I could die
Hanging on the words you say
And I've been known to give my all
And jumping in harder than
Ten thousand rocks on the lake
So don't call me baby
Unless you mean it
Don't tell me you need me
If you don't believe it
So let me know the truth
Before I dive right into you
You're a mystery
I have traveled the world, there's no other girl like you
No one, what's your history?
Do you have a tendency to lead some people on?
'Cause I heard you do, mmh
I could fall or I could fly
Here in your aeroplane
And I could live, I could die
Hanging on the words you say
And I've been known to give my all
And lie awake, every day
Don't know how much I can take
So don't call me baby
Unless you mean it
Don't tell me you need me
If you don't believe it
So let me know the truth
Before I dive right into you
I could fall or I could fly
Here in your aeroplane
And I could live, I could die
Hanging on the words you say
And I've been known to give my all
Sitting back, looking at
Every mess that I made
So don't call me baby
Unless you mean it
Don't tell me you need me
If you don't believe it
So let me know the truth
Before I dive right into you
Before I dive right into you
Before I dive right into you -
Hey, if you need to talk I'm here.
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Thanks Tat. Right now I’ll just stay in my thread but I appreciate it so so much
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