My Venting Thread
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Thread Topic: My Venting Thread
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Haha, sure I am *sarcasm*
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How does one get over the feeling that they've just ruined everything?
Answer: Well, if they did ruin everything, then they can't get rid of that guilt. that haunting.
I know I can't.
I've actually been hitting myself.
Over.
And over.
It hurt, but at least it distracted from those feelings of ruin. -
I wonder if it will ever end
Or if all the attempts to make it end will fail, and it'll just drag on forever, everything left unsaid -
Damn, this is why I don't take any risks!
It's why I stay inside my room!
It's why I just focus on my creative skills and not my people skills.
Because taking risks like that always fail...
And make you feel like an idiot -
I already feel like everything's over now
Because I've messed up so badly
Because I'm stupid
And it hurts -
Most of the time I'm away from reality
Staying in my head is safer than vulnerability
I know I shouldn't let my head always get the best of me
But I messed up and that will always linger over me -
But it's over now
And I'm gonna have to live with that
My hope has drowned
So I'll just live without it
I wonder
If I can
But I'll try to
Because I messed up and that will always linger over me -
Not true!
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Hey, what's wrong? We all mess up and make mistakes.
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Welp, I wouldn't say that I made a mistake(when talking about this), I would just no way that I can help. It's inevitable, unfortunately, no matter how hard I try to make it not.
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You've done your best, Cinna, don't feel guilty for that.
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Yeah...it's hard for me to not feel like that though
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I know, it's hard. But you can do it ❤
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<3 thanks Spice
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Are you ok?
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