Another Venting Thing
Thread Topic: Another Venting Thing
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It’s like the worst thing that’s ever happened
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Do you ever realize that you’re gonna die?
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I don’t wanna lose my consciousness or my thoughts.
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Everyone’s story is so important and death just erases all of that.
I’m so scared of time -
You ever look back at the day and say, “It seems like 2 seconds ago that I woke up.”
What if I’m dying and I think, “It seems like 2 seconds ago that I was 7” -
I don’t want to get old. Because right now I’m a kid. I don’t regret anything. I don’t worry about anything.
I don’t know what it’s like to be old, or being an adult
But I don’t want to grow old. Not because I’m physically aging, but because i imagine it’s so hard to look back at your childhood and go, “I didn’t spend my time wisely, and I wish I could relive that.” -
Not existing is so unbearable. I don’t want attention. I don’t want people to talk to me.
All I want is to observe the world around me as I do.
When you die, you forget everything. You don’t remember who you love, or who you used to be friends with.
Your identity disappears and all that is left is your cold body -
And I don’t want to die when the entire world is still going on.
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Because I’ll never know what new shows came out, or what’s on the news.
I won’t know how my grandchildren or children are doing, or my pets. Maybe my house is gonna get sold.
All while everybody else is living their lives. But I can’t, because my brain is gonna be all deteriorated and I won’t even know that I don’t exist. -
It’s scary because there’s no more “Earth”
Or even “Universe” -
My body is there but my mind and imagination are gone.
And time passage is inevitable, no matter how much I want it to stop. -
My dad is annoying
He just blocks my phone whenever I do something he doesn’t like -
I felt bad today
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I hope you're doing ok!
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Thank ty
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