Another Venting Thing
Thread Topic: Another Venting Thing
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I kind of hate my French teacher
She gives us word unscrambles
And half the words are things we don’t even know
It’s a f---ing waste of time. Because we spend more time trying to unscramble to f---ing thing than actually learning -
I hate people my age lol
It’s just so awkward when u don’t know them -
This is like a different feeling
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Not even a feeling
It’s the lack of feeling -
I’m not motivated anymore
Life isn’t vivid anymore
Everything goes by fast
Everything’s dark
Nothing makes life worth living -
Because I don’t have anyone who brings the life into life
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I’ll start failing school
Unmotivated
Dead -
And then I’ll die
Without having done anything in life
And I’m thinking to myself, “Is that what I want?” -
And, honestly.
Yes, it’s what I want. I want to get life over with so that I don’t have to feel or breathe or see again. -
It just feels like I have no purpose
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Not anymore. Life got shut down or something, at least in my head.
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And it’s like a barrier that separates me from living.
The only things that can cut through it are negative feelings. And those feelings are the little things that I get each day. I only understand pain, jealousy, and anger. -
It’s all I know now. That’s all that makes me feel alive anymore. Just small bits of sadness and tiny clips of anger.
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People are trying to help others who’re depressed and always melancholy.
But I don’t need help. I don’t even need anyone to tell me that they care. I don’t need people telling me not to die.
Because I need to die. And it’s not because I’m screwed up. It’s not because I need to go see a doctor, or go to a therapist for mental help. -
It’s not drowning. It’s feeling like I’m swimming towards the surface after a long day of being in the water.
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