Things you miss.
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Thread Topic: Things you miss.
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I miss myself. I miss the person I used to be. I used to be so, so f---ing happy and confident. I didnt have to worry about being alone with my thoughts. I didnt cry by myself in my room everyday. I never felt scared about being myself because I loved myself. Then, that all crumbled and I became this. An annoying girl who wants to help everyone but herself. I hate being like this. I wanna be able to be happy again, I want to f---ing be able to trust at least one more f---ing person but I cant. I cant f---ing trust anyone in fear theyd ruin me more. I wanna be able to love myself like I did before but I just f---ing cant. I wish I was still able to talk normally with someone without worrying that theyre just trying to screw me over. I wish I could refer to myself as anything other than broken and ruined but I cant, thats who I am now. I miss being an actual human being.
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(huggys 4-ever)
I miss my elementart school it was sk peaceful, protected and safe. i felt hapy i mean we had our fights but it was baby stuff. the princepal rarely had problems. us jpo(junior police officers) had it wasy compared to the other schools. then i went to middle school. people were mean, nasty, and mean. tjere is at least 7 fights jn one quarter. we haveavp for each grade. the last 8th graders were so bad they had lunch with themselves. i miss bekng an innocent kid who took unicorns and rainbows for granted -
I miss being a baby, everything about it. Not a care in the world, not having to do things by yourself, watching movies with my dad and mom, listening to music with mom and watching DBZ with dad. And they were both happy. And so was I. Now all I do is worry, I have no motivation to do what I need to do, my parents aren't mentally okay, I have trust issues, I'm rarely happy, and I'm hated by a whole town.
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Lol I miss elementary school math, it was when math was just numbers
Then middle school came around and was like "let's add variables and parenthesis "
And then high school was like " fuk it, Let's add variables, cubes, infinities, and tangents
Enjoy elementary school guys. -
Lord Le1F Newbie^ that face is so ugli
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I miss when I was younger. I miss the girl I was before. I miss the young child who didn't know about the world. I miss Speckles. I miss finding it easier to trust people. I miss not having to always be there, ready to do a job. I miss the tree I used to climb. I miss John, my fish. I miss the first boy who kissed me on the cheek, and his sister, who was my best friend. I miss when every day wasn't a pit of numb grief. I miss my choir. I miss my chime choir. I miss enjoying Christmas. I miss having toys as presents. I miss the ability to forget everything. I miss not having to worry so much. I miss not feeling so lost and alone. I miss a boy I know in a different country. I miss my cousins. I miss my grandparents. I miss half my friends, I haven't seen them in years. I miss swimming in the freezing sea. I miss when I had lots of new books to read. I miss before my body started changing, before this thing they call puberty came and changed my life. Destroyed the child I could transform into. I miss before it took my friend away from me. Changed her. Turned her against me. I miss before it changed another friend. Made her go all worried, and built a wall between us. She doesn't know it's there, because we are side by side. But the wall's still there. I miss myself. I miss smiling and not feeling guilty about it.
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I miss the old world. When there were still children playing at parks, and their parents watching them, and everyone being all happy. Technology crushed that. Now all everyone does nowadays is sit hunched over a screen for hours straight without batting an eye or taking a break. Technology is ruining everything, it seems. Even at dinner time, everyone is in their own little bubble hunched over some technological device, mostly phones. Seeing that when people go over to their grandma's house for a "visit" and while he/she is talking, everyone else is STILL hunched over a damn phone just irritates me so much, and I think back to when there used to be kids playing at parks, swinging on swings, being outside, being a member of a family that wasn't busy entertained on a phone. A phone is a useful thing that comes handy at times. But there should be an even balance upon phones and family time. Times are rough. I miss seeing families united as one without everyone literally trying to stick their noses in a phone. Phones are ruining families, in my opinion. I miss seeing families enjoying family time as a real and genuine family. But to think that this is almost long gone, to think that this Dream is almost crushed, to think that nothing will ever be the same is an utter disgrace that henceforth wants to make me sit in a corner and never aghast take a look at what the world has become.
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I miss my old town, it wasnt very big compared to my current town but it was so much more pleasant. i lived next to a big park and i could spend hours there just hanging out with my friends. here theres no parks, no pools, no anything within miles. my house actually managed to fit my 7 person family, unlike this hellhole. not only that but i had so many friends i left behind. I spent 5 years there like eveywhere else i had ever lived because my dads in the military. I also didnt get to finish middle school there. and both schools i went to had amazing teachers that really impacted my life. i was a completely different person there and met a lot of great people, and had sa lot of great experiences.
[and yes i know barely anythings capitalized but i did this on a 3ds] -
Says Twilight as she writes this on her phone
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Actually, no, I'm not writing this on my phone. You have clearly missed the point. When I said technology ruling over family time, I didn't mean no technology. What I implied was having things balanced out. Tonta. Siempre pensando que lo sabe todo. Vete a comer camote o has algo que sirva de bueno.
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