so guys...
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Thread Topic: so guys...
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I have developed a crush on one a gtq user. It is not who you think it is, so don't even taunt.
But it is really not helping with my list of emotions that I need to control. I am trying so freaking hard not to show any signs of drama (which used to be easy) I am trying so hard to be free of hormones and drama.
I know this thread is just one more piece of drama and that is what frustrates me the most. I want to escape this so bad but I can't, not as long as certain things remain in my life.
One of these things, is you guys. I need to make a choice between forcing myself off this site and dropping all drama problems at home. Or staying here and suppressing my hormone driven emotions until they build up so high I lash out.
Help me choose. I don't want to leave but I don't know another alternative.
As you guys know I have always been caught between to lines in this. -
I know you don't want to leave, but you should do what's best for yourself. What do you see in the near future helping you: erasing the drama or staying on here so much that you begin to lash out? I'm not saying you should leave, but I'm just trying to be realistic here.
But you can go ahead and call me a hypocrite here. I know this place isn't healthy for me either and I still am here. But I have a legit addiction I'm trying to crack. -
^ And I'm doing horrible at cracking the addiction, btw.
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Yeah, this place is like a drug. I want to leave and I probably will, but just not right this momemt.
I just wanted to give you just a heads up and maybe get some alternative options. -
I've been here for almost three years. Haha, yeah, coming here every day to every other day for the past two years and five months has really stuck on me. It's become a routine. And yeah, I can agree that it's a drug.
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I don't know. I can't break free yet. Not on your own at least.
If I really wanted to leave I will have to have something out of my control force me. -
I understand. I can't break free either.
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Yes.
I almost wish I was forced to leave. Then I can't use this place as a crutch -
Uh, Wendee, can you email me?
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Yes cheese
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Look, I know I'm intelligent and such, but it would just never work between us. I'm a 27, blind, north Korean refugee with dentures and a job on an Indian help desk, you're a seventeen year old American girl who likes Divergent. We're just too different.
And yes, you should leave. Only come back when you have everything sorted out or I snap and spam all the boards until I get banned. -
XD you are funny.
Wait! Were you serious? No,no no no no. You are a bit off in your presumption there. -
xD
Seriously though, maybe just try to come on a bit less? You don't have to leave all together. I left for four or five months and that helped me get my life in order. It doesn't have to be a black and white thing. I know that in the future if I get too stressed I might take a break again. Online forums should be fun and safe, after all. If you don't feel either of those things, you should do what's best for you. -
Dont leave!!
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