I'm sorry
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Thread Topic: I'm sorry
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I only have til' New Years to change the way I am?
Why?
Because I want to start new. And how great will that be if I start fresh on a new year?
I didn't mean to vent out all my problems on you guys and talk crap about myself while you guys were having fun.
I don't actually beat up my sister. I just slap or pinch her if she does anything to bug me. I do yell at her, but hey she's an annoying pest
Although today I did do some bad stuff to her... I'm sorta insane you know?
I wasn't really anything like the way I was in the past few days before. I was actually nicer and kinder. Most of all, laid back and chilled. I wasn't self-concious. I didn't give a sh|t about most things. I mostly just moved on with life. I didn't get upset everytime I thought of the past. I was really happy...
I've been upset and miserable lately because of the sh|t that keeps popping in into my life.
-Family drama
-People not understandning me
-I get accused for everything
-People treat me like a criminal
-I can never win anything
-My grades sorta started dropping (but they bounced up again so I'm okay on that part)
and there's more I think
One more thing that bites me everytime, the past.
I know, I know, I always say "I miss the past" "Oh the past was better" but I never really go into detail about that.
Well I'll go into detail now.
In the past, people didn't always argue (I'm talking about my past, everyone got along, things were safe and sound, things were simple, everyone was happy, there weren't any issues, things were perfect, my relitives always made plans with us (like going to the park), and etc.
Things haven't been the same lately apparently -.- ohh well...
I have one question, do you guys think I have bipolar disorder? Because, I keep going on and off with depression, happiness, sadness, and etc.
I keep thinking that I do.
I want to be a better person... I want to change myself. I don't want to live this life anymore like this. I need to move on and start new. -
No, I don't think you're bi-polar, I just think that your past mixes with your future to much. All of those new things that you want, to change yourself, can't happen until you let go. I had an ephipany when I read this. My key to life is to forget the past, but not the people you met. Learn and embrace the future, not thinking about the past, but thinking about those you remember.
If you immerse yourself in now, then will be easier to let go of. It's more of not going into such depth with things, and taking a risk with things you see on the surface.
If my ephipany made any sense, I hope it helps you become who you want to become. :) -
I'm sorta of starting to move on
Thanks Sisi ^_^ *hugs* -
*hugz* Ur welcome lil, I just hope it helps and made sense. xD
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It did make sense
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I am bipolar.
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Okay, that's good. XD
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@Eilloh Thanx for sharing.
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@Ellioh: It's okay to be bipolar, I just wanted to know if I was to know why I've been on-and-off lately.
Btw, I like your pic!
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