Sometimes I just start to wonder..
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Thread Topic: Sometimes I just start to wonder..
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Why am I here? Why am I still alive? I haven't done anything with my life, and I most likely wouldn't be able to, so why? Maybe it's because I care for the people I talk to and know that they would be sad of I were gone.. But I don't like feeling this way. I'm tired of it. I just wanna end it.
I barely have any real friends..I have a small handful on here, and then like 5 in real life. Maybe it's cuz I'm a freak? Maybe it's because I'm just not like-able? I don't know. But I feel bad that I can't even make any REAL friends who really actually care about me.
Don't get me started on "more than friends". Every guy I like either said: "Ew" or dated a friend. V-V' or was just a douche bag.. I never pick the right dude, and if someone likes me, It's usually they type of people that I want to punch in the face.
Physical appearances just make me feel worse. I'm hideous, and I feel hideous and gr.
I'm not sure what else to whine about.. So I guess I'm done. :/ -
Just though of something else.
Nobody feels bad for me even if somethg is really wrong. Like my grampa died and I'm crying and all that shit. And I get told to man up. Someone's pet goldfish died that they got from a carnival and everyone is all Ike: "that's so sad. I'm sorry. I'll buy you another". Dafuq is dat shit? -
You are still young,I assume.Don't worry about this yet...
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"I most likely won't be able to"- stop. No, you're wrong. If there is a want within you, anything is possible.
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Ash, just ignore everyone who's mean to you, or tell them off right back. They'll back off after relizing that you're "not fun" anymore. Believe me, that worked for me first hand, and now I talk to those people (but arn't necessarily friends with) and they're ok now. The people who make you feel this way just need to grow the hell up. And remember, if anybody tries to bully you or be mean to you, just either ignore them, "kill them with kindness", or turn what they say to you around on them/ tell them off right back. And with the crush thing, just open your mind to people who are more alike to you. 'Cause I've been in the situation where nothing will ever amount between us because they're a jerk and stuff like that. I've come to terms with it and I honestly don't give two s---s about them in that way anymore. And also; those friends that you say are not true friends, they most likely would be very very very upset if you let anything happen to yourself :/
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