This is probably the last time.
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Thread Topic: This is probably the last time.
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"You're such a bitch."
"Stop being a bitch."
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Okay. Then you tell all the idiots to stop being stupid on purpose. Joke or not, certain shit should never be said. And don't turn this one on me, I only say what I want when people do something stupid beforehand. Honestly, if you'd known me when I first got here, you'd see the change. I'm sick of being a walking mat, so I'll be the bitch, cause no one ever fuckin takes me seriously until I snap on them, then they complain about it.
I deal with idiots at home and in school on a daily basis, I was hoping this place place would be a sanctuary. And it was, but only for a few months when a rush of idiots came in 2011. We had some smart people, but mostly idiots. So I have zero tolerance for people being purposely stupid.
"You don't let people in. That's your fault."
On the Internet? Hell no! I need to know you for a year at the least before I completely open up to you. In life, it all depends. It's easier to figure out people when you can see them face-to-face, and the main reason I don't trust and open up on the internet is because one; it's downright stupid to trust someone you just met on the Internet and two; you can trust someone completely and then after some period of time they act like you don't even fucking know you or like you never even mattered. So, no! Not my fault people are backstabbing douchebags these days! The same shit happened to me through elementary and middle school. Bitches try to pull some two-faced bullshit, even if you're like they're best fucking friend.
And apologies. You can apologize all you want, it depends on what you did for me to forgive you. If I don't know you, then I don't care about your apologies! If I've met you but we're not necessarily friends, you're gonna be waitin for me to accept that shit. The closer of friends we are, the more forgiving I can be, but it all depends on what you did.
Also, I hate this, a have an ex-friend, no two, that do this. They sit there and they go "I'm gonna be the bigger person and walk away" then they bitch to other people about it. That's not being the bigger person, that's taking it with you and trying to get other people pissed about it when it does not involve them. I know I can't be the bigger person, I need to tell someone what happened, or it lingers inside and then I'm real moody and angry. But I don't say anything, unless someone asks directly "what happened?", and sometimes I'm so pissed that I'll be talkin to myself and they'll hear me. It just depends. I can drop certain things, but not when it's from someone that doesn't know shit about me or understand anything.
When you're a mat your whole life, which I know the majority of people on here are, and I'm sorry life sucks that way, people suck that way, you just might fucking snap, especially when you're always stuck being around someone else who has to make your life miserable just because they're miserable, and anyone who knows me would know who that is. Or who at least notices a thread every once in awhile.
So you can think whatever you want now, and if you still don't understand, then you can kiss my ass. Comments, negative or positive, get em all the time from all kinds of people. It's to the point where I wish I were blind and deaf, so no one could say shit anymore. -
*cheers*
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I agree.
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YES
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I can't even... I'm sorry about all of that, Mo-senpai. This sounds absolutely horrible..
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I'm so sorry, honey. You can be quite harsh, but I would understand why based on the phone calls you had with jay or from what we've just heard from you through tears and anger. I wish I could be around to help more often, but I think that part of you has settled in deep. That one friend of yours, remember you can always talk to her, she seemed real nice. :3
You know, the senior? You managed to help her, now you gotta let her help you as much as possible while you guys are still in school together. And always remember, Jay and I do love you, and if you need anything, you always know where to find us. -
Agree.
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