My Page :D
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I'm tired.
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Dreams lie because in my dream you held me tight. I said "Neve let you go." You said. "I'll try." I said "Love me forever." You said "Without you, I'll die." But come look deep inside and realize you lied.
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*"Never let me go."
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Do you ever lie in bed at night hoping one day you will wake up in the emergency room and hear the words, "She's not gonna make it."
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My heart always seems to shatter in a million pieces. Sometimes people pick them up, but be careful some of the pieces have sharp edges. Most of you will flinch as they cut you, I just need someone who will be brave enough to handle the pain.
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What's ip
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Hey, if you're here.
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Hey
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And maybe the calendar, too was wrong.
Tomorrow for her never came.
She deperetaley tried and failed each time.
To tame time.
To survive tonight.
To be happy another day.
Every crimsom drop of blood fell from each vein.
All she ever felt was pain.
All the hurt was seen in her delicate blue eyes.
That smile hiding all the lies. -
Each of her flaws,
We're like millions of broken laws.
She wasn't afraid of all of you.
She was just afraid of what you thought was true.
She was a reckless mess.
Someone who just thought as less.
When ever they would hear her name,
They would look at her in shame.
She rose the gun to her head.
A second later she was laying there dead. -
I open my eyes
I try to see but Im blinded by the white light
I cant remember how
I cant remember why
Im lying here tonight
And I cant stand the pain
And I cant make it go away
No I cant stand the pain
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
Ive got no where to run
The night goes on
As Im fading away
Im sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
Everybodys screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
Im slipping off the edge
Im hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I cant explain what happened
And I cant erase the things that Ive done
No I cant
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
Ive got no where to run
The night goes on
As Im fading away
Im sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
Ive got no where to run
The night goes on
As Im fading away
Im sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me -
Have you ever had that feeling of running away so far, so far no one would ever find you?
The feeling of being so anxious, so utterly depressed you would do anything to not exist?
I have, I always have had that helpless feeling. Maybe depression pills, possibly theraputic measures would have stopped me.
But well never know.
Becuase I'm not here.
And maybe this was the right thing to do, you know?
Possibly this life was just meant for someone else.
Not someone like me.
Why would God send us to suffer?
I can't think of a reason to stop me, or what would have stopped me.
Maybe I would have for my family, my friends.
But then again, who garantees me it won't just get worse?
Who really knows how much more pain I'm going to be in.
Yeah, I'm probably being selfish, but I just don't have enough energy or patience.
Excuse me if I'm wrong, and I'm sorry If I'm being dumb, I'm apalogizing if this is the wrong way to numb the pain.
I guess me waititng to die won't be enough if I'm already dead inside.
The gun is in my hand, the barrel is pointing to my head, my finger on the trigger.. 3,2,1.. I'm sorry. Bang. -
MY ONLY FRIEND, MY RAZOR BLADE.
I Could Hear Their Screams.
I Could Hear Their Innocent Voices Begging For Me To Stop.
But I Couldn't.
The Razor Was Already Too Deep.
And I Was Already Half Way Done.
I Was Alone Though.
Who Was Screaming?
Was It My Brother?
Who Could It Be?
Was It My Mother?
Was It Really Somebody?
I Was Alone With My Silent Screams;
Alone With My Tortured Cries;
Alone With With My Razor Blade;
Alone With Me Half Way Dead.
I Slit My Other Wrist.
In Hope To Put To Rest.
My Head Was Throbbing, My Heart Was Pouding, My Hands Were Shaking,
And My Time Was Ticking.
The Last Thing I Saw Was An Angel Screaming My Name, Telling Me Not To Close My Eyes.
But I Was Already Dead. -
These Pills
I'm pacing my room from left to right, right to left.
Maybe I'll leave a trail.
Something to let you know that I did a lot of thinking.
Maybe you'll notice that this wasn't an easy choice.
I did a lot of thinking, and finally I found an answer.
This life just isn't for me.
I'm holding onto these pills.
I can't remember what they're for.
There are no labels.
But does it really matter?
In a few minutes I might as well be dead.
I don't cry, I have no more tears.
I'm wondering if pills will kill me.
I uncrew the cap, the blue pills forcing a wicked laugh.
I'm drowning in sorrow trying to swim in lies.
I put ten to tewnty pills into my mouth, swallowing them whole.
I don't know if I was dreaming but I swear I heard someone said that I had fallen into the trap.
I'm becoming weak.
The world is spinning or is it me?
Pills cannot kill whats already dead.
So why are you screaming, that I had died from suicide? -
Pff.
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