My Page :D
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Thread Topic: My Page :D
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There's this tunnel.. Down the street. I go hide there at times. I go hide to forget this pain. To ease off this suffering. No one knows about it. There' are different type of handwriting in there. Different dates and many pictures. A lot of them are of broken hurts. Many of blades. Few happy ones. I ask myself.. I'm not the only one who knows about it. Many may come here for the same reason. Many for worse reasons. And others just to hang out.
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*hearts
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I know it's not bad but why does it feel like it is? Like moving on will only make it harder? Like it will ruin this feeling.. The feeling you make me feel? It's ironic, you know? Yesterday a promise. And today? Just a sentence the shore washed away. The feelings you make me feel are crazy. Yeah you make me feel like that. That feeling of getting goosebumps and a whole jungle inside my stomach. Because lets face it butterfly's would be an understatement. But then again you make me feel like nothing. Like nothing ever happened. Like you felt nothing. Like I'm nothing all at the same time. So why, why do I feel it at the same time? Like a pathetic human being for loving you? Like we're stranger? Like we never felt what we felt. And why do I still love you? Why am I so happy to receive a message from you? Why am I do happy to see you smile? To see you have a good time? Why am I so happy to know your happy? And why do I get so damn sad to know I'm not the reason you're happy, smiling, laughing, and having a good time? Why are all these emotions stuck in me? Stuck in my heart completely killing me? Why do I keep them bottles up? I just feel like one day the emotions will explode and finally come out. And guess what? I'm so scared to know what you think. To know that I could lpose you completely. Why?
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@Absol ....
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How are you?
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I'm fine. Yourself?
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A day. A day without you is like a million years without stars to keep a salior from getting lost. A million years without the sun. To keep us warm and alive. That's only a day. It's been a few days now. Just a few. Imagine that. It's like the light never existed. Just the darkness that consumes everything in its path. A few days now. Not many. Not few. What would happen if you were gone for an entire lifetime? The sun would fall. The moon would die. The light would never shine. And this darkness would forever consume me. These beautiful flower would die along with everything I've ever loved. An entire lifetime without you. My own personal hell. My own torture chain. My own cage. My own destiny..
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Ohmygod just get out of my mind. .-.
Friend: You seem tense. What's wrong?
Me: *Shrugs*
If she only knew. -
It's not like I actually try to think about you. You jut pop into my mind.
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Why does it feel so wrong?
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Memories. Good? Bad? I'm not sure. Awful? Maybe. Happy? Some. Not many.
Promises? A few. Kept? Only by some. Good? I guess.
Songs? A lot. Still listen to them? Sometimes. It's painful how the memories that I've hid come out.
Places? Not many. Bad? No. Good? No. -
I'm done. I'm just done. Time to turn off my feelings and show people what they want to see.
Uhhh.
Scott can't die! D: poor Allison.. >.>
Lol the ride was scaring as f. x-x you my friend have an encridible ability to make me do what you want. 3: Even if it kills me! Which it almost did. -
Ohhh. Yay! He lived. c: *Happy Dance*
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The girl wolves look weird. >.>
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