My Page :D
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I died again. x.x
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-I'm lucky that once upon a time I was the cause for your delicate smile.
I'm happy that I once called you mine, even if it was just for that short amount of time.
I know I no longer hold your heart, sometimes I wish we were back at the start.
Feelings come and go, I guess mine are really slow. -
I wished a thousand times on a shooting stars, and on this old well.
That if wishes really came true, and treasures really were real, Then I would find one.
Then you suddenly appeared. I was confused, really. Suprised? Maybe.
As I got to know you, your past, your present and your future where what made me fall for you.
You were not that imature person. You had dealt with stuff.
I remember staring at the sky, thanking God for sending you to save me.
As time went on I fell harder and harder for you. Did I notice? No.
It was as if someone just shot me with a bullet of emotions, the good kind.
I prayed every night for God to keep you close.
I no longer needed anything than knowing you were mine.
Time, distance did not matter as long as we talked.
You know when I thought I could not fall deeper into you, I saw that smile. That delicate smile.
You know? Kinda like the one that brightens up a room? The one that is perfect? The one you just wanna see till its the end?
The one that would make you happy, even if your about to die?
That one.
Eachday it felt like the first. Like the world stopped and it was just us. Like the cruel people could not keep us apart. Like that.
It was weird really, each day felt like I fell inlove with you all over again, the only difference was it was 10 times more. -
I guess I'm still waiting for you to say this is all in my imagination. That it's all an illusion.. I hope you still love me too. I hope thats the case. But if its not then maybe, one day someone else will eraze these crazy wounds on my heart or atleast make them scar.
So they no longer will open. I hope one day I wont ever feel like this, I hope I wont fall for anyone else because I don't think I will be able to handle this anymore. Love is like Heaven but it hurts like Hell.. -
This just f---ing sucks. I don't understand it. Happy? Sad? Depressed? I don't know. All of them? None of them? Numb? Suicidal? Your letter. It helped me. I can't find it though. I'm sorry..
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I'll try to find it. I Miss You. I went to your house the other day but you weren't there and we can't talk or at least Chat cause you know?
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SO, I'm hopefully going there with her this weekend. And I know you guys aren't friends anymore and it hurts cause we were tight. But I guess we'll hafta hang out separately. I REALLY hope she goes to the high school I'm going to. It just sucks being over here when they're all over there.
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Pufff?
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How can I give up if I'm not even trying?
How can I stop living if I never started?
How can I be me, if I don't know who she is?
How can I be happy, if I don't remember how?
How can I say goodbye if I'm not ready?
How can I? -
Lol, I'm a depressing b----. Eh? Its a good poem starter don't yaw think?
Chris: Yeah.. I guess so. *Sits down.* -
Why is it that we think we have it bad now, yet we look back at a month maybe a year and we're worse than how we were?
Chris: Welcome to life.
But why?
Chris: [i] It's the rules.. {/i]
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Mayor Fail.
Chris: Eh.
Meh. -
I ran away just to see if anyone would follow me, but by the time I turned around and realized no one was chasing me, the train was too close..
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For The One Who Left, For The One Gone, Another Taken Away. No Warning, No explanations, No Goodbye. One More Person To Give Up, On Love. As My Final Goodbye. This Poem I write For You.
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I was the boy who always sat by himself and never smiled. The boy who never laughed or talked. Everyone thought I was weird, even a freak. But I was normal. The only problem with me, was you.
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