My Page :D
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Dear ______,
I haven't written to you, have I? No? I'm sorry. Things are.. Well hard right now. Remember when I told you he.. Said I didn't look alright? Yeah? I saw him today and he said I didn't look that depressed anymore since we're not with.. That thing anymore. Tell me if it's worth it. If its worth all of this suffering.. All this misery.. Just all of this. Tell me if it's all worth it and I'll keep trying. I'll start trying again. I'll do an effort to.. To just not become this.. Monster. This worthless person anymore. I'll try it all for you. Tell me its worth it.. ......... Have you heard the song Given Up my Lincoln Park? That song remind me so much of me. Heh. "Put me out of my f---ing misery!" Hah. Been listening to the same all morning. "Take this all away.. I'm suffocating..Tell me what the f--- is wrong with me!" Yep. All of Lincoln Park songs relate to me in some way or another. One Step Closer, Numb, Crawling, What Ive Done, In The End and many more.. Yeah. How have you been? I'm worried about you. I should stop worrying.. I'm tired of all this pain. Of everything. I'm tired. I don't sleep well. I don't do anything. I don't have any motivation in anything. I'm sorry I've lost all hope. I'm literally just done. You tell me it's worth it and I'll make an effort to try. And I know I should for myself but.. I'm not really worth it. I'm sorry I let it get this bad. I'm done. I'm done with everything. I might act happy, I might smile and say I'm okay but it's not true.
Take a breath
I pull myself together
Just another step till I reach the door
You'll never know the way it tears me up inside to see you
I wish that I could tell you something
To take it all away
Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there're so many things that I want you to know
I won't give up till it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know
When I hear your voice
Its drowning in a whisper
It's just skin and bones
There's nothing left to take
And no matter what I do I can't make you feel better
If only I could find the answer
To help me understand
Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there're so many things that I want you to know
I wont give up till it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know
That if you fall, stumble down
I'll pick you up off the ground
If you lose faith in you
I'll give you strength to pull through
Tell me you won't give up cause I'll be waiting if you fall
Oh you know I'll be there for you
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I wish I could save you. Save you from all the harm, the pointless pain. Just save you from everything. I don't know how you are. I don't know if you're happy or sad. I don't want you to do something stupid. You've already tried and failed. If you do succeed.. I'll blame myself. I'll always blame myself. I promised you I'd alway try to take away your pain.. But I can't if I don't know if you're okay. Please just be okay? I hope you're okay.. I'm sorry for everything.
Sincerely,
A Monster. -
"This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start" -
Dear ________,
Where do I begin? Do I begin telling you how much I miss you, how worried I am or how sorry I am? Not there? Not again? Let's try to make this happy. You now I'm not gonna lie saying I'm okay, saying I'm happy. But hey I'm alive, I'm breathing, what else do I need? I think tomorrow will be a fun day. It's almost this girls birthday and we're gonna do something special for her tomorrow. Yeah, how cool are we? Heh. I'm joking. I um. Yeah. It's so hot here! D: Is it hot there? My friend's mad at me for not activating my Facebook. I said I would soon, when it's my friends birthday and she got mad cuz I wouldn't activate it for her. But she can text me. She has a phone. Not my fault she doesn't like to text. I don't like Facebook. I hope you're okay. Or happy. Happy would be good. It would be fantastic. It would make me happy. Eeeep. "I keep fighting not because I have strength but because you give me it.
I fly not because I have super power but because you're my wings.
I live not because I want to but because I have you." Remember? Heh. I was so weird. I am so weird. But weird is good, am I right or am I right? Hah. "If I could give you one thing in life I would give you the ability to see yourself through my eyes. Only then would you realize how beautiful and special you are to me." I don't want to go to school. I'm gonna go now. Bye. Have a good day!
Sincerely,
Me. -
Ugh.
Broken: You got that right.
Heh. This bloody mess is.. Messed up.
Broken: No, really?
And you're not making it any better.
Broken: I wanna go with them.
So do I, kid.
Broken: Heh, kid?
Yes.
Broken: Headache approaching in 3...2..1 Boom!
Are you okay?
Broken: I'm fine. ....
I meant mentally.
Broken: Heh, funny. Real funny. -
f---.. :(
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f---? :(
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s---. .3.
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Lol, just f--- it all. Every f---ing thing. Just all of it.
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Just Why? Why so easily?
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For The One Who Left, For The One Gone, Another Taken Away. No Warning, No explanations, No Goodbye. One More Person To Give Up, On Love. As My Final Goodbye. This Poem I write For You.
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Oh. ;0;
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Yeah.
There's this girl I know.
Who sits in the dark and cares no more
Who finds comfort laying on the freezing floor
She waits till dawn to finally get some sleep.
Because all night she weeps.
There's this girl I know
Who sits in a corner as her mask dissolves.
She has millions of problems she has to solve
They all say she's a role model
But they don't know all her emotions are bottled.
There's this girl I know,
Who sees the world in black and white
All because she lost the fight
The fight to keep seeing a rainbow at the end of a rainy day
The fight to be okay
She lost it all
On the day summer turned to fall
Do you know this girl, too?
Who could she be? No clue?
Pay more attention and you will see.
A lot of us show what others want us to be.
Don't be surprised if this girl turns out to be me. -
Dem feels. ;O;
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What Wolf said. ;A;
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Sorry. I'm just in a crappy mood? I guess.
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