My turn to make my very own thread.
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Thread Topic: My turn to make my very own thread.
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redawn Newbieoo she's pretty : )
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She looks like you.
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I'd think that since she's older than me, it's me who looks like her.
And thank you. She thinks she's ugly. e.e -
Thought I'd try this out.... A bunch of newbs irritated Mari into trying to rap. That bad.
Can you see me? Bet you can't.
Stupidity is blinding.
Promise you you'll see me soon,
and my word is binding.
Am I scared? Hell no,
I eat kids like you alive.
Learn respect or shut your mouth,
or else just fucking die.
Doesn't matter either way
though I think it'd be a shame
to lose a young clown
before he's even lived a day.
But honestly I can't take
watching you try to intimidate.
Do you even see how weak you are?
Even have the sense to pray?
You know you wouldn't live too long
spouting all these empty threats,
expecting me to be afraid
like your words get to my head,
while you're looking like a convict
shaking and afraid
while you're sitting in death row
awaiting ignorance to be repaid..
And I'll be the executioner
for someone so weak as you.
Bet you wish you'd kept your mouth shut
like good little dogs do.
Holy shit that was bad. xD Stupid irritation. -
Damn...
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I feel the pain more than you ever could..
Please hold my memories for me
while I bend back your fingers.
I can't have them falling into your tears
and losing them forever..
They're all I have left of you,
the girl lost to time and pain and sorrow,
and mourning...
So much mourning..
I know you think your words will heal,
but my wounds are even deeper still
while you preach every word that ever hurt me..
Every wish that ever deserted me..
I'll smile so long as you will, too.
Just don't let it fall,
because I'm holding onto you.
I'll act like everything's all right
because lost children need an example to follow.
Let's not forget where you have been,
even if it would relieve everything.
Let's not spare me the agony I so deserve,
for all the deceptions,
for all the fake smiles.
I guess I'm very selfish.
This pain, shared with me,
is worth the tears.
Grimace when I pull too hard-
forgive me, I may have broken your finger.. -
I feel quite like a killer tonight~
Wanna come and share my bed?
Let's see how far we go tonight,
before I change the sheets to red.
Guns aren't necessary here,
a bullet's far too kind.
Let's drag it all on tonight!
I want pain to fill your mind.
Let's make this fun my little one,
let's scream and run and bleed.
Actually, the blood is mostly yours,
but such detail? There's no need.
We can drag this out until I get bored,
then cut your throat up nice..
This place isn't haunted, no,
but I've stained it black with vice.
I. I. FEEL LIKE A MURDERER. -
I lookeh like Jeff the Killer~ Yay for makeups! ^o^
Pumped up like a fucking killer~ -
e.e You really know how to make this hard, don't you? Why the hell do you have to be so deep and lovely and selfless and wonderful? And why does it have to be so fucking impossible? Why can't you hate me like everyone else? I'm not supposed to feel helpless and sad because I can't have a boy. I'm supposed to remain without love completely, so it can never hurt me... Damn it, I guess it's too late now. e.e That's just beautiful.
I'll hold onto you forever,
because I do not care about myself.
I know it will only hurt me
to watch you live and breathe and smile,
when I know that it's not mine.
But I can accept that it would also hurt
to watch you drift away from me,
forget the friends we are,
leave me behind.
I don't want to watch your back as you walk away.
I want to smile with you,
and hold your hand,
but not as the friends we claim to be.
So I guess this won't happen,
but I can live with that.
I don't mind.
Really.
I can live with watching from your side,
and laughing when you laugh,
and adoring your soft chuckle,
and wondering how in hell such a perfect person can exist
just out of my grasp.
I can live with the pain of knowing you may love me, too,
and knowing that we still can't be.
I can live with watching you live your life
as the friend you know would do anything for you.
I can live with meeting the girl you decide to love,
and shaking her hand,
and smiling at her,
and telling her I'm so happy you found her.
Even if it's a lie.
I want to.
I want to meet the girl.
Because I want to know her face in case she hurts you.
I hope whoever you end up with,
my wonderful, beautiful friend,
will appreciate how amazing you are.. -
Almost as much. Fucking hell. No.
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Damn it.... I'm sorry, Niecey, Milady... All of you who knew him better than I did. I'm sorry for your pain.. I wish you'd all had a chance to say goodbye. I wish I'd had a chance to know him better.. I'm sorry.
I had to say that.. -
*sits on Mari*
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If I were to kill myself, I'd do it in front of the whole school. I'd stand in front of them, and I'd probably give some crappy speech.
I'm done. I'm leaving this earth. For those of you who fucked with my life, every day, every chance you got.... When I'm done here.. When a week has passed... And when you're graduating, and you can't help but to remember me... And you want to assure yourself it wasn't you...? Bullshit. Don't lie to yourselves. It was all of you. It was all of you and a shitty life and guilt I could never explain, and all of these emotions that fill me everytime I start to feel happy again. Yes, it was you. Don't even tell yourself otherwise.
And then I'd blow my brains out.
........Yes, I'm that selfish. I'd want to hurt them one last time before I left. That's how much of a bitch I am. Sorry. -
*late post
*is sat on once again*
Hello, Niecey. How do you feel? -
;~; auntie. . .
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