My turn to make my very own thread.
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Thread Topic: My turn to make my very own thread.
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Not really..
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Can you see me?
No, I'm sure you can't.
I guess I should be glad.
The proud cannot show their weakness.
Look again in a year or so..
You'll never see a more neglected stone anywhere. -
Tell me about it?
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I can't.. I don't know what it is. It just hurts like hell..
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Are you sure?
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Yes... I'm very sure.
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Can I hug you?
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Run, run away,
like the boy who cried wolf.
Escape from the fear
you lied about so many times before.
I hope it swallows you-
and I hope it swallows me, too.
I never asked to feel such pain,
but so long as it's here,
I may as well embrace it.
Am I alone after all?
Left for dead by everyone?
It doesn't matter anyway,
it'll always end the same.
With you on top, unscathed,
and me dying in the flames. -
Sorry, I didn't see that. You can, but I'd much prefer someone be here so I could actually feel it..
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DERRICK GET YOUR ASS OVER HERE.
I'm here for you online for now though, and that's the best I can do. Unless I suddenly get superspeed and can run across the country at the speed of light... -
That's not funny..
I would be very pleased if you somehow gained that ability, Selena. I need someone to be here with me... It hurts to know I'm in a house full of family, and not one of them would understand it if I tried to talk to them, or even care for that matter.. -
I'm sorry.
I'm sure they would care, Sunneh. They love you. And I will work on that. I think I'll join the Avengers or something afterward though. -
Happy birthday, Mother... I love you so much, and i could never hope to find the words to explain how much "so much" is. I understand that there are mothers out there who don't give a fuck about their children... Thank you for not being one of them.
I hope you never blame yourself for my pain... I bring it upon myself... And I'm sorry I couldn't be Christian, like you wanted, but I promise any children I ever have will be raised as Christians.... But they won't be the unaccepting jackass kind of Christians. They're going to be human, even if I'm a demon...
Thank you for dealing with all the shit I put you through, and still loving me... Thank you for bringing me here, even if it seems more painful than anything else sometimes... Thank you for being here, and trying so hard for us, and supporting us.. Thank you for always knowing what's best for us, and always strivign to grab hold of it for us.
Thank you for teaching us the morals no one else seems to grasp, so that we can be true to ourselves, and to those we love. Thank you for letting me be the closest thing to human I can manage.
Thank you for being here when you can, even though it's not a lot... I understand you have to work, but I do wish you could be here with me, so I wouldn't feel I'm losing all the time I have with you. Thank you for listening when I need to talk, even if sometimes, I'm sure you don't understand a word of it. It's the thought that counts.
Thank you so much for everything you are, and everything you allow me to be... I truly love you, Mother.
And again I say happy birthday.. -
It's okay, Selena.
And honestly, they wouldn't. People can't be people in this world... they have to be unfeeling beings who are too perfect to ever have problems they need to talk about, and if you need to talk, or if you need to feel close to someone, you must be weak, or odd, or emo, or some other fucked up label. My older brother is never here, and even if he was, he wouldn't care. My younger brother? He wouldn't be able to understand for the life of him.. My younger sister would think I'm being weird and say some hurtful thing and be completely incapable of being serious about it... My mother is at workeven though it's her fucking birthday, and my father would never understand...
At some point, I thought if I told them, I could go see a therapist or something, and they could make me forget the pain. But my pain is caused by logic, and I can't forget logic.. -
They should. And fuck labels. Anyone who uses them when you need to get something out is a douche. I will kick them all in the teeth. They should care, just because you're part of their family. Kin is kin. You look out for kin. You love kin.
Not being there when you need it is cold. I'm always here for you, whether you like it or not.
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