Thread for myself. :D
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Thread Topic: Thread for myself. :D
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@Mari you don't think that I've realized that? I hate my scars, I hate being called an emo freak, I hate everything that's gone wrong because of my shitty decision. I don't know what else to do anymore. I can't talk to anyone anymore, they don't listen. People here don't care, no one that claims they love me care.
@Emily I know. -.- -
Believe me when I say I have had a very similar situation...When people think your Crazy, emotional, or just plan psychotic they step all over you, they degrade you, and just drive you ever more so crazy or even depressed (and that's how killers are made!) and if you don't just shut up and act like everyone else and take the abuse you'll be an outcast practically and all of your 'friends' aren't really friends after all....yeah, Talk about my intire childhood, only because I spoke my mind and expressed how and felt and didn't take s--- from people I was just labeled and stocked away...
You're not alone when I comes to being unheard and mistreated -
Mari: I'm sorry, Niecey. I don't know what else to say. I don't think you're a freak, I won't call you emo, and I do care. But I just don't know what to do..
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Whoa whoa whoa. Wait. We do care. We care about you a lot.
Just because someone doesn't know what to say doesn't mean they don't love you. I love you. I just have no idea what to say anymore. -
@Brooke I'm sorry you've gone through that.
@Mari no one knows anymore. -
Mari: I'm sorry..
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@Emily I meant my "friends" and when I say "here" I mean my town. Not everything revolves around the Internet.
@Mari it doesn't matter anymore. -
It may be the same thing for them.
We try, but there's just something we aren't doing right, obviously. -
No, don't be, my life made me who I am today (Maybe if I was a different person that would be a little more motivational...) Point is, it I what it is, you've got to not let that get to your head...You really do make your own happiness. And pity, I once thought I needed it but I truly understand that MANY more people have it worse...My one friend doesn't even have a leg and just like his mother he's going blind. and before he went bind he was an artist, now that doesn't make what you're going though is any less stressful and emotionally straining because it is, it always will be hard, and you're either gonna use that to your advantage or dwell in it. It's all up to you, but EVERYONE has a purpose as to why they are alive...(I know this sounds a bit corny but it's true and a pain in the ass to write!)
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@Emily it's definitely not the same thing for them, you don't know these people. Everyone has at least one person to cling onto 24/7 and they complain all over Facebook, twitter, etc. They most certainly aren't in the same situation.
@Brooke I'm not sure what to say to that. -
Well I'm sorry then that they don't. But I know someone in your town cares about you.
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Quite frankly neither do I...
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@Emily If they do they have a funny way of showing it. e.e
@Brooke okay. :I -
Let penguins be with you...they're cuddly.
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@Jill I think it's a bit warm for them here.
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