Thread for myself. :D
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Thread Topic: Thread for myself. :D
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Mari: Maybe not, but chocolate has chemicals in it that make people feel happy. The chemicals your brain automatically releases when you're happy. I don't know anything else to do..
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@Mari I don't either anymore. Honestly I was so close to putting hot glue all over my legs last night, even though at the same time the process of what happened to me last year was playing through my mind as well.
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Look up pics and vids of little kitties all warm and curled up sleepy and cuddly...that'll make anyone happy with the help of chocolate...
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Mari: Don't do that, Niecey. That won't fix anything..
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@Brooke I'm good, thanks.
@Mari I know it doesn't, but just that I kept thinking that is just scary even to me. -
Mari: I don't understand what you meant by that..
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@Mari that even after going through the whole self harm, "recovery", dealing with everyone finding out, etc. the fact that I felt I needed to do it again scared me and I was the one thinking it.
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*bear hugs T*
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Of course it won't resolve anything but until you go up and pick like a handful of people that do that to you and tell them how you feel and then kick their asses you'll never, EVER resolve this fully...
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Mari: Alright.. You didn't though, right?
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*It appears you're talking about self/inner problems...yeah...that'll take a lot of therapy, sadly, I'm still taking sessions after what happened with my dad and everything...
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@Emily no touching. =_=
@Brooke You think I never tell the people who bother me how I feel? I do, and they refuse to listen. I could shove my emotions into a small ball and whip it at their faces, they wouldn't admit that it happened. I can't talk to anyone, people only listen if I slap or punch them and then I get yelled at, it doesn't work.
@Mari no. -
@Brooke I don't need therapy. All these issues would probably go away if I were away from people.
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Mari: Good. I'm sorry you're being pushed so far Niecey. But please don't hurt yourself, no matter what. It never makes anything better..
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Fine...
Don't hurt yourself, please...
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