Thread for myself. :D
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Thread Topic: Thread for myself. :D
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Are you serious? Yeah I'm such a troll. I've been here for almost two years. I actually hold decent conversations. I've shown my face and given out my name. Yeah I'm definitely an "it". You morons. I'm such a bad person when I say something or I call people out on their lies. I'm such a bad person when I try and make an rp account and no one gets the reference so I'm just an idiot. Yeah that's really fair. You're all such nice, welcoming people yourselves. Yeah right. You stick up for each other because you're all liars the same way, wanting attention and sucking up any pity you can get. Stupid little cliques. Without your cliques you're nothing. You can't stand up for yourself. You couldn't stand up for anyone that wasn't in your stupid gang. They sure didn't do anything for you. Also, you little idiot, it was a dare which I stated. You're a little hoebagel and a whiny little brat. And are you new to the Internet? Trolls don't stay for almost two whole years idiots. I've been on this site way longer than you. I obviously wouldn't hold conversations with people I just wanted to fight with. No one ever calls bob a troll. Geek? People always leave me out. I'm not considered an older user to anyone. I get ignored constantly. I go through loss. But I don't whine about it to everyone 24/7 because I know most people just want attention. Whatever. This is why I don't like the Internet. This is why I hate this site. This is why I hate people. You're all going to regret these decisions some day.
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Why do people even question why I'm such a screw up? It's obvious. I'm just a mistake. Always have been always will be. Who cares? Who gives a single crap if "Teresa Smith" isn't here tomorrow. No one! I probably care more than anyone else does being the stupid coward I am. None of that your best friend will care, your family will miss you, none of that. I'm sick of always hearing that because when it comes down to it, who are my "friends"? Who are my "family"? I don't even know them. They probably knew I'd never be worth anything which is why they threw me away in the first place. These ones always tell me how much of a stupid waste of space I am. I can't take a joke. I have no friends. I'm a suicidal freak. Yeah that's all I am to anyone lately. Friends? Yeah they're so great. It's awesome not being sure if people who say they like you actually give a damn. Then you're constantly unsure but if you ask you're annoying, needy, attention seeking. It's awesome having no one to talk to but yourself. Why am I even putting this out here? It should just go in that stupid book that could be found. Who cares if I have to go back? They wouldn't even care they'd just be mad I said "mean things" about them. Just shut up. Shut up and go away forever. Just go away.
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Do I ever think of doing it again? Yeah I do. I just can't tell you because I'll be sent back, I'll be a freak, I'll barely be able to light a freaking candle on my own. I think about it everyday. I'd love if it was fatal but like I said I'm too much of a coward. Not like anyone actually does anything. You all just figure isolation helps. Yeah send it to a shrink and see if it does anything. So helpful. You're definitely doing it right. I've tried to tell you people things. You always act like I cut you out of my life completely. That's not true. You just refuse to listen. You see my mouth moving, but you process no information. Because you don't care to. You don't give a damn. No one does. But why should they? Am I valuable? Am I original? Am I irreplaceable? No of course not. So why should it matter to anyone? Why should anything matter to anyone? Everything goes away eventually so why does it matter? Why is it some people have endless followers, endless friends, endless people who actually give a damn if they make it another day and other people are just mediocre. Some people might know of them but other than that they're nothing. No one mentions them, no one cares if you're gone. No one cares. No one ever will. No one ever has. Why is it so hard for you to just go away? Get out of everyone's lives forever. Just do everyone a favor and get over it.
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Do people ever realize what they do to one another? We're all the same. We're all awful. We should all go away forever. Why do people only see it in some. It doesn't make sense. Why is it unless you have some sob story you're nothing? If you truly have issues you're still nothing. People can always be more creative than you. They can make more elaborate stories. Get more sympathy. Have more people who will say, "where did they go?" Why do I even care. It's not like caring has gotten me anywhere. It's gotten me in trouble that's it. We all need to go. Everyone. Let the dolphins rule the world. They don't forget about one another. They help each other. They care about each other. They're just so much better and yet here we are thinking humans are the superior species. No one ever means what they say. They aren't there. They won't listen. They won't be nonjudgemental. It's all lies, everything is a lie. All humans seem to do is lie. How can anyone love anything? How are people so happy with the world? It's awful. And it's like that because of people. If people all died the world would be so much better.
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Forget it it's not even worth trying to explain something to them. They're too mindless and trapped in their own world with their own ideas. It's all wrong but who cares. They have each other to be moronic with, it's better than nothing. At the end of the day people won't change. Everyone's a horrible person but only few get called out on it. Soon they'll all be whining "omg were so innocent n wev nevur done anything rong ban dis person!!!!!!!" Who freaking cares. I knew it was a bad idea to post again. I should've just left for good a long time ago because like I've said no one cares. No one cares about intelligence anymore nothing matters anymore because everyone is mindless. Thinking they're so amazing and they're going to be the next big thing. With their pathetic stories, their pathetic romances, and their pathetic role plays. Just freaking kill me. It worked it the movies, if there's a lord Jesus kill me. Because everyone makes mistakes even everyone who's religious god(s). So if I'm just a mistake get rid of me. It makes sense, an artist makes a mistake they erase it simple as that. They don't try and put it in anyways that's not how it works.
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Preech Teresa Preech.
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im sorry you feel this way teresa. its gotta be hard. but your not a mistake. your just struggling to find who you fit in with. thats a maybe. im not trying to say anything bad. but if you want a conversation im up for a long one.
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I'm here, I'm still living here, I sit with you people, I exist. You claim you don't see me, but you do. Whether you notice me or not is your choice and you choose not to therefore don't whine to me that it's my fault. Also when I go to spend time alone, respect that. This is why I had issues last time. You couldn't mind your own damn business. Stop coming to bother me for ten minutes every half hour. You wonder why things take so long and that's why. Leave me alone. I also really don't appreciate how you nag me for my tone when in reality it's you who doesn't listen unless it's being screamed at you because you're too full of yourself. And it was really annoying that day I was up until 2 to finish a stupid essay and you decided to "help". I asked you at least five times to leave nicely. But you insisted on "keeping me company" and I couldn't focus and you cost me another hour by wasting my time and interrupting my train of thought. Just leave me the hell alone.
Sydney, you're a moronic b----. I hate you. Stop acting like you need to respond to every little thing I say because you don't and shut your damn mouth for once. Also you have the nerve to call me selfish and self centered and immature when you're the one who literally boasts, "IM RIGHT, YOURE WRONG, HERES WHY" and you're 100% wrong. I can't believe I have to be stuck with you for the next 3 and 1/2 years. Especially this year will be torture because we have academics too, but at least then I get a break from you. You're so stupid, there's so many things you could get if you asked nicely instead of using your nails to claw people. Like I would've given you a cookie if you weren't a brat about it and if you didn't try and claw my hand.
English teacher, lay off. Why is it you always pick out me, you always criticize me, you always yell at me when everyone else is doing something wrong. You heard Sydney being unnecessarily rude and you did nothing. You slapped my desk and screamed, "it's Friday calm down" well guess what? Crap happens on Fridays. Crap happens on holidays. Crap happens on your birthday. The fact that you like that day doesn't mean anyone else is going to conform to how you want them to act. Then you ask me why I'm "not myself"? I haven't been myself all week. I hate myself. Especially today with all the extra crap people gave me I didn't need to hear it. You wonder why I didn't answer? If you call me rude when I get back, I will literally kill you. I was freaking crying because I'm miserable. If you piss me off I will want to kill you even more I don't even care if I flip out in front of everyone.
I really don't want to deal with this. I've been dealing with it for a really long time and it's about time that someone, one person seriously, puts themselves aside to help. Or try to. I've put myself aside on days I honestly needed help more than that person with their pity boy issues because I care. They can't even hold a conversation with me now. Grace, I wrote you a letter, stayed up to make sure you were okay, and you couldn't be less harsh or judgmental to me one time today? You had multiple opportunities to. Sarah, I don't know it's probably you didn't know how to handle it..... Ashley, stop whining about everything you literally can't complain. You're spoiled, 7 guys like you (even if they're creepy they like YOU so stop whining), you have friends and stop complaining about getting too many messages. Deanna, learn when I tell you to back off. You're going past your limits and it's obnoxious. I tried to trust you one time and you made it all about yourself and pulled the "oh EVERYONE has that issue" card. And no not everyone does have that issue, not everyone slices their skin open because of issues, I'm not everyone. There's so much more to address but I can't.
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