new thread thingamajig
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Thread Topic: new thread thingamajig
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and im all caught up on school which is great:]
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i've never explored the rest of the area, just the acres we own cud i know there's grizzlies, mountain lions, coyotes, and other animals lingering about, not to mention the barbed wire that protects people on the road from falling into the forest. i've mostly just stuck to the road but it would be fun to explore more with some protection of course
i found a hole in the barbed wire alongside some broken fence around that hole, so i dug some snow and dirt out from under so you can squeeze through. it's winter so the only thing you'd need to be careful of would be mountain lions. it was a pretty big clearing and there weren't any animal tracks so it seemed safe, i explored a bit but not really far cud i kind of got spooked at the idea of finding a wild animal and/or getting lost xd
i think tomorrow ill take one of the aussies with me and explore more:] it seems like a nice place to take walks, much better environment than the road at least -
also how fun would it be to make a hideout somewhere ?? when i was 5-8 in another town, we lived on the outskirts. in our backyard was a huge patch of trees that my siblings and i referred to as a forest cud it seemed so huge and dense lol
inside the patch of trees we'd make a lot of hideouts, one in particular my step sister had. it was a diy-crafted tent with a hole and some rocks around it that she called a campfire, and some big logs that we hauled over by it. and then on another side were some branches holding up a blanket that was the "animal hide" where we'd pretend to make leather and stuff -
and i just want to get to know this place more before we leave it honestly
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oh my gosh that's so exciting though. we've been so many places and we're still going to other places
plus when we move, i'll get a bike and that'll give me a LOT of freedom to go places without having to ask for a ride -
i hope it's soon but at the same time i hope it's not so soon
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gee golly mackerel y'all im so happy, i think i might be able to go back to public school next year cud my mum is fed up w me
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i haven't seen my brethren since prehistoric times it feels like 😔 im sure we've all drifted but it would be absolutely crazy seeing them again
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anywho for mid-march to early april, check out revelation 6:12-17
i love u guys (nd God loves u more), i won't lie this'll probs be my last post on this site but im super happy to have spent my time here while it's lasted 🧡 im hopeful for all of your futures, cya later ☺💛 -
honestly i'm so sick of all the faults i make to screw over other people's lives, and my own, without the intention to. i keep repeating the same old mistakes over and over again; it seems like i can never learn until the mistake genuinely hurts someone
i feel sorry for the people i've dumped my problems on or pushed away. i really want to help other people, that was always my aim, but somehow i always end up putting myself first. i'm selfish, diabolical, and i hate myself for that
everyone was so nice and forgiving to me but i chose to deliberately dump everything in a waste bin and for what? i didn't even gain anything, neither did anyone else, so it was pointless anyway
i'm so sorry to everyone. i hope all of your lives are good and i hope it all works out for you -
what's the point of anything in the long haul tho ?? after covid literally everyone went corrupt, it seems like a completely universal thing which is f---ing bizarre
i know there's always silver lining hidden in the most obvious places and that's what i'm looking for but man -
somehow reading recent posts of mine on here are tougher than reading my old posts because i keep thinking this is the person i am now and there's nothing i can do about it
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i'm going back to public school in a few months, i can't even express in any language how happy and relieved i am for that. online school js seems like the worst possible outcome of me which is wild cud a year or two ago i had high hopes, i thought it'd be the best outcome
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when you're surrounded by one person and one person alone you slowly become that person
i love my mum dearly but i do not want to become her character double
i took a long break from all of my hobbies cud i js lost motivation in everything which is honestly the primary reason im behind in school. js started tryna get back into it, honestly it's difficult making it a habit again but i'm more than happy i am
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