mac n sneeze
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and tbh i don't regret a thing. everything bad i've done, everything good i've done, none of it, because it humbled me in the process
of course i'm still being humbled. but it humbled me enough to admit my flaws and to seek changes to be made -
God is my source of joy. in 2021 i was terrible, anyone here would know
i was so aggressive and vile and i just hated everything because i hated myself so badly i wanted to tear myself apart. i was taking lots of pills at once to keep all of my huge emotions chilled, but even with those, i still felt rage and sadness
i can't even describe how bad of a year that was, and i don't know why. i was walking in darkness, that's all i can explain it as
2022 was the same, but i was trying to work on my anger a bit more because i felt ashamed of myself for bursting out at everyone and being a menace
2023 was much much better. i learned to be calm after a year of learning how to take a chill pill and to manage my emotions better. but i was very prideful and that was a stumbling block for me. i thought i was better than what i actually was
and now. im still working on improvement. but its just crazy looking back because in 2021 i was rebellious and did not take any lessons from anyone. not even myself, i'd repeat mistakes over and over and over again. i regret hurting other people, but i do not regret hurting myself; not for a negative outcome, but so i could experience those things and be humbled in the process -
i do not know how i got here but i'm glad that God's working on me
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im tearing up holy fudge cakes
im so glad that He's stuck by my side through this all, even if i wasn't aware of it. bro so many people are unaware that He's by their side at all times, but genuinely, when you're at your lowest, God is the closest to you
you endure these things so you can be a better servant for God's kingdom. if you're a child of His
and i don't know if i am. i hope im worthy to be even if im as unworthy as i am. im a sinner, i don't deserve His mercy and i never did in the first place. i just hope that by doing the things im doing, im serving Him and His kingdom -
it hurts my soul to see so many people proclaiming to be christians but being hypocritical of it. to see so many people walking away from God because they think He's evil, narcissistic, abandoned them, whatever
He gives us a lifetime to turn to Him. He gives us so much time but people choose to not turn to His grace and His glory. instead they choose to walk in darkness because they like their sin
you will not like your sin in hell. hell is not a party with your friends. you will hear wailing and gnashing of teeth
and knowing that the road to hell is broad and the road to heaven is narrow, knowing that so many people are heading towards eternal destruction, really hurts because i want them to know the goodness of God and the grace of Him -
1 Peter 4:12-19 New Living Translation (NLT)
Dear friends, don’t be surprised at the fiery trials you are going through, as if something strange were happening to you. Instead, be very glad—for these trials make you partners with Christ in his suffering, so that you will have the wonderful joy of seeing his glory when it is revealed to all the world. If you are insulted because you bear the name of Christ, you will be blessed, for the glorious Spirit of God rests upon you. If you suffer, however, it must not be for murder, stealing, making trouble, or prying into other people’s affairs. But it is no shame to suffer for being a Christian. Praise God for the privilege of being called by his name! For the time has come for judgment, and it must begin with God’s household. And if judgment begins with us, what terrible fate awaits those who have never obeyed God’s Good News? And also, “If the righteous are barely saved, what will happen to godless sinners?” So if you are suffering in a manner that pleases God, keep on doing what is right, and trust your lives to the God who created you, for he will never fail you.
this is what keeps me going -
i believe God is pulling back the shade to give people a final chance before Jesus comes back and all hell breaks out on earth
night night now im tire -
i can't believe i used to listen to AJR and LIKED IT 😭 they have the corniest "i grew up on disney, but this doesn't feel like disney" feels and because of how corny it is it's hilarious
like. they're so stereotypical LOL in every song they have the same thing. very obnoxious loud clap sounds for each 2 measures, these trombones for every other beat after the claps, then it'll go into a harp strings disney esque beat with a weird trumpet solo and then it goes back to the previous beat and it's funny how you can just group all of their songs into the same stereotype lol -
i had a weird music taste when i was 11 and under :'] i started growing out of it when i was 12, and was fully grown out of it when i was 13
in my defense i don't think music taste develops until you're in middle school or high school, or around that era lol -
i don't really have a music taste now tbh but i know the music that i DON'T like
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whats the band or guy that made faded and lily and all that? i frogor
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alan walker
im not a fan of his music, i can't describe it but it's so icky -
there's some others but i frogor the names of their bands :(
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OH imaginary dragons. bro i can't with their band
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Um, I love EDM.
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