im screaming from my bedroom window
- Locked by breadgirl69 on Jul 26, '23 10:40pmReason: Owner's request
Thread Topic: im screaming from my bedroom window
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Stupidity at its finest
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What are you trying to prove here..
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E is a really good friend bc we may not talk much but she does react to every tiktok video i send her lmao. Even tho most of them ARE making fun of her twilight obsession lol. We dont even say anything we just like the videos x.x
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Today will be a good day
Now that I know I'm alaska bound im really struggling with the urge to make the most out of what time i have left here... -
So many people I want to reach out to
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why are you mad at me for rescheduling plans to cover a shift when youve rescheduled them for less before....
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Im always so tired lately. Mentally and physically. I miss my bf but at the same time i just want to be alone
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It's so crazy to think that the only thing keeping me from kms before December was my dog. And now I have a job I love, a partner and a plan. In a year and a half I'll be in the other corner of the continent freezing my ass off. Or maybe less than that. I am impatient to start this chapter but I'm trying not to rush.
...i do have... a lot of concerns. but i feel like i could make this work. -
I cried last night thinking about how athena has gotten me through my darkest moments, and she'll get to be with me as I drive thousands of miles to a new start. I could make myself sob thinking about how much of a gift from the universe she is. I've met hundreds of dogs through work but I wouldn't trade her for a single one.
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and then i have days like today
i am in a better situation than i ever have been in, things are really coming together and i
...still want to die. still feel like i shouldn't be here. feel like i don't deserve the future that is unfolding and suspect deep down that i will destroy it for myself -
i am incapable of good. i am incapable of light. there is nothing but emptiness when you peel back my skin.
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i want to fall into a void. ive done little of consequence. what would really be different if i never existed? what would be different if i stopped now.
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i feel like i was supposed to die when I was 15. like everything after that has been so awful because it wasn't supposed to happen. a curse because i f---ed up.
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wish i could carve out my heart
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men are so f---ing stupid i swear to god
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