im screaming from my bedroom window
- Locked by breadgirl69 on Jul 26, '23 10:40pmReason: Owner's request
Thread Topic: im screaming from my bedroom window
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Love my job and i love hanging out with my bf but holy s--- i am so exhausted.. if i dont go see him today i wont be able to for a while tho :/ and i dont want him to feel like i dont want to see him. I'm just so f---iiiiing tired.
Maybe it'll be an easy day and work and I'll feel better later. -
Picking between sleep and doing s--- is a hard choice
I think I'm becoming a bit of a workaholic at the expense of all my spoons. After work i have about half a spoon left, which i use to go home and go to bed -
the drama at work makes me want to throw myself down a flight of stairs.
Hopefully she'll take the other job.
Everyone keeps telling me I've not done anything wrong but like.. I know myself. I'm an annoying b----. I'm sure she feels justified and maybe she should? Idk.. i don't think I'm being bullied but 🤷♂️ -
It's really dumb af. Why cant we just be professional. That's my thing. The way she acts isn't appropriate for a workplace. I'm not sure it's as black and white as A thinks it is but like.. i know I'm not imaging this s---.
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Miss bf
Hopefully he wakes up before noon -
f---ing dead. and i have a long day tomorrow... ugh
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i doubt myself so f---ing much and when i make mistakes like this its just confirmation
maybe im not cut out for this but idk how id survive in a different situation. so like what do i do then? if i cant achieve the things that will make me less miserable or even maybe eventually happy? what are you supposed to do when there's no point in trying. -
Move to alaska and marry someone who maybe you could love and have a partnership with, but who also really pisses you off sometimes and isn't exactly who you imagined yourself being with?
If i didn't have a dog id straight up just start walking. Somewhere. Anywhere. Maybe I'd never stop. -
I dont even know how to get my own mind right. Let alone solve any of my other issues. I don't know how to function and I'm not sure how I'm supposed to figure that out.
Just tired. I need more sleep. -
Been trying to leave this hellhole for so long and now that I just might..
..being so far from my sisters and my parents and the few people i do care about here..
Kinda terrifying and a little saddening. There's a lot I don't like about this place but there are some things I'll miss. And I don't know how often I'll see my family or those places. I know I need to go but I didn't think it'd be.. so far away.
And I'm not sure I'm built for the cold
Not sure how much longer I have left here. Hopefully I'll get to see my sisters soon before i move thousands of miles away lol -
And work has been so good.. leaving my job will also break my heart a little :/
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Hopefully I have more than a year left but I wouldn't be surprised if I had to make a decision sooner.
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There is no one and nothing here that would make it worth staying, though. Alaska is far away and cold and mildly terrifying but it's somewhere else and thats what matters
I will miss my job tho. Not being paid the bare minimum but 🤷♂️ -
The dogs make it worth it. Half my salary is paid in dog cuddles.
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cautiously excited
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