Were gonna have a good day
Thread Topic: Were gonna have a good day
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its fine this is gods way of showing me how to appreciate the very infrequent and rare people in life that ill actually connect with
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just stop letting me down its taking a real toll on my mental health
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and im literally social to but when i tell u introvertness or whatever literally spreads
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thousand yard stare every time i try to do social things and i end up putting myself through hell
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and then people get pissed when u pick at your food and dont talk
id talk but ppl just love to let me down 🤗 -
and its annoying because i keep on being social and its like talking to a wall or trying to communicate with a 90 year old person
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but now i just have the expectation that people are gonna let me down over and over
and its not even an expectation its just the truth -
its just frustrating like i wanna be around people who feel real
like i want deep conversations and i wanna feel like people are different -
i keep trying but i dont rlly think im gonna find many people like that
i just wanna live alone when im older and not talk to people and live with a fish and a dog
i just do not need the reminder that people cannot stop letting me down -
it also makes me extra mad at people like this is why i hate meeting new people
im always like excited in some way and hoping that theyre at least mildly fun or interesting -
best person ive met on this trip was some distant relative who was literally normal even though my dad described him as someone who couldnt get himself together
like icl i wanna hang out with people like that and not in a weird way but i feel like im just not around the right people -
Are there different people with the user name chameleon leap?
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specifically the people that my family is around
im not even joking its like worse than watching paint dry. i genuinely try my very best to like my parents friends and their kids but no one is even like me. i just want someone my age who like shopping and tiktok and i swear those are like the two most basic and common personality traits -
no im the only one lol im just ranting so sorry for the confusion
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im the most jealous of people who dont just have school friends, but cousins their age, ir family friends their age, or just anything along those lines bc im not LONELY but im so lonely outside of school
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