Were gonna have a good day
Thread Topic: Were gonna have a good day
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sometimes im like "screw a bf" and i just plan on being super hot with all my friends next year, but never having a bf bc ik theyre a waste of time
and then im alone and i want one so badly because its different than having another best friend -
bc like
who deserves me and my friends?
nobody unless ur superman -
seriously nobody deserves us. we just deserve to be stupid teenagers doing whatever the f--- we wanna do, and we dont have to have bfs, we dont have to talk to guys, we can just be super hot and do our own thing
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yeeeehawr
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so im on my computer in the living room and im just doing whatever yk
and my brother comes in and comes right next to me and starts watching what im doing
and he like laughed about it so i didnt really care, but after a few seconds i realized that he wasnt leaving so i did like a playful hit because i wanted him to leave because i was uncomfortable
and he didnt move so i did it again. he told me to stop, and i dont know if this part is wrong on my part, but i kicked him lightly because i dont want him watching what im doing or making me uncomfortable like that. but if i tell him to stop watching me, then try to physically move him away from me, he can't tell me not to touch him because ive told him multiple times to go.
and i mean, he yelled really loudly at that (not because it hurt or anything, but because he was pissed). he goes: "i hate you," but obviously he wasn't chill about it, and then punched me as hard as he could in the arm 3 times.
and i could totally tell that he wasnt just like snapping, because if he did it once i would understand that maybe it was bc i really pissed him off for a second or something. but it looked like he deliberately wanted to punch me three times after i had lightly slapped his arm for him to get away from me
he then screamed that he hated me and left the room, slamming the door. and the living room has two doors on two sides, so there's a weird vacuum in the room whenever one door closes, that the other moves too. idk how it works, but the door that he didnt slam kind of broke.
and im not even crying because it was just shocking, because if he'll punch me as hard as i can when i do something that usually doesnt annoy anybody, then what else would he do to me? like at this point im scared because what if im just sitting around and he comes up to me and starts doing violent things. i feel like hes taking my anger out on me, and im scared because i dont wanna get hurt because what happens when he's really angry.
and there are worse things than punching me -
and it was scary because i didnt know if he'd stop punching me and i just felt like i couldnt do anything
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im scared
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Why 🤔
Want to talk about it? -
idk why. hes done similar things before, and to my little sister too. my parents always talk to him about not doing stuff like that, but it never gets through to him. I really want them to send him away because my sister and I don’t feel safe in the household, and my parents don’t understand, because me and my little sister are the only ones who have been both verbally and physically abused by him.
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I woke up at 1 today and I’m really hungry rn
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if kidnappers didn’t exist I think I’d go for a run right now
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I just wanna run outside with no noise, little light, crickets chirping, cold air
and then have the sun come up slowly, where i start to hear mourning doves and bird ambiance, and the sky turning a dark blue
I wanna go for a morning run -
and not even get tired because everything is so calming and quiet
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Relatable
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right? I would run every morning if it was this quiet
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