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Jesus my first year of college for both semesters my music taste was so angry?
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Why was I listening to Norwegian death metal of all metal in the first place?
To be fair around this time I don’t really remember much because all I did was party and drink and smoke a lot of cigarettes I do know a lot of my piercings and about two of my tattoos came from this era as well -
Do you guys remember when music was my entire personality trait and was all I talked about? Yeah, after I became open minded to different genres of music and learned to share hobbies I shot up in popularity amongst the party scene and that’s when my phone contacts list was up to 500 people. Because I stopped being a metalhead gatekeeper. It’s small progress but it has taken me such a long way.
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Lmao imagine having 500 contacts now. I only have 45. I erased like 50 people in November during my lowest point.
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Every time I come on here I swear I remember bits and pieces of my life I forgot I had no but
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During my first year before my transfer do you guys remember me talking about this girl I met at the library while I was working there? Okay so one night during a party I was super drunk she was super f---ing drink but she said
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If you let me tattoo you it will be free and I was like yeah whatever f--- it now hear me out
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I don’t remember if the needle she used on me was new or not. I don’t have memory of it and I for sure know she didn’t use a stencil. It turned out fine it’s the cringe ass tattoo I have with the revolver and the falling in reverse lyric because I thought that was so cool at that time
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Same song my username is from this was before I evolved and I remember I even told my Ex about it as well
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No but this is where this plays in I have trauma and that’s very apparent you all can plainly see it with just one post being read. That means that even though I was a major f--- boy during my metalhead era I was extremely careful and had to have a close connection with the people and even then I would come on here afterwards and rant about how I cried in the shower for an hour or I felt unclean afterwards which is why I avoided and to this day still avoid intimacy.
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Why does this matter because I told you guys already the reason I am so f---ed is because I have hep. I will not go into details regarding which one but if you look back to when I thought I was actually dying it’s when I went and then found out I had it and then wanted to actually die because I saw my medical bill which I’m still paying btw
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Why does this matter because what if the reason I have this is because this girl used a needle she used on another party guest I don’t even remember if she was wearing gloves or not I was so drunk
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If it is which just fits in too f---ing nicely but would explain it more than what the doctor told me he thought I got it via
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I really made the stupidest choices as an 18 year old and thought I was grown. Now look at me now at almost 22.
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Okay moving on from my depressive realization that everything I have done in the past have led me to the point I’m at now in my life
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