Bet you didn't think that I'd come back to life stronger.
Thread Topic: Bet you didn't think that I'd come back to life stronger.
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Feelings can be nice.. but also miserable.
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I’m also so f---ing independent, it’s not good.
I also stand up for things I believe in, even if I’m the only one. Even if I get s--- for it. Kinda like the alt thread idea lol
Like I always find myself alone. -
f--- being a follower. f--- agreeing to s--- just because the majority does. Honestly.
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Tbh, I tried to fit in into things that weren’t.. me. For example, joining the server. I knew from the start that it was a bad idea bc let’s be honest.
The GTQ server is cliquey.
And me yeeting myself into it.. felt wrong. It wasn’t the right place for me, and I felt uncomfortable, and not me. You can even say I tried too f---ing hard to fit in. And during all that, I hated it. I just wanted to be like everyone else. And that in itself it’s the me.. I don’t like to try to fit in just so people can like me. Even if I’m alone, I’d take that than being surrounded by people who are not like me. -
Another example is with my gaming community. At first, it was only a good amount of us who played everyday. Then new people joined and they sorta changed the community. Like, don’t get me wrong, I like Drask, but he sorta made a clique within the server and I don’t f--- with that. That’s why I don’t really play with them anymore.
I’m not as great anyway. But being around that clique makes me uncomfortable, and you’ll never see me in between conversations with them. I even muted the channels they mostly reside in. -
Trust me, I tried to yeet myself into that.. but I got ignored the few times I did.
That’s why I just don’t bother with cliquey environments and people. I’d rather be alone, than try hard to get people to like me. -
Literally why I only talked to the few people I had in my life all these years, lol.
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s---, I’m talking too much.
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The point I’m trying to make is:
I’m a picky b---- 😼 -
With no filter as you can see. f--- I really need to fix that because sometimes I just spew s--- out of my mouth at the worst times and I hate it
Especially irl.
There are also times I said some f---ed up s--- to my partner and I was like s---...
Idk, I use to be good at thinking before I speak but -
Tbh I wish we could delete posts lol
But it’s there now so I guess we just gotta move on -
it’s okay tho.
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This is random but...
The reason why I never asked for the offensive post permission is because
-I definitely don’t deserve it lol
-id most likely get denied bc of my history
-I don’t care much to mark posts
-granting me that permission would make me feel like I’m some privileged righteous person LOL -
I’m aware of my place here.
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I never made a thread for my recent poll, but I’m so curious.
Leaving out details is also lying.. 🤔
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