Ripper's Edge
Thread Topic: Ripper's Edge
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I don't know what to do with myself.
I'm losing all energy and ability to stand alone. My family doesn't really support me an anything, and I don't have friends to stay by my side like that.
I can't lie, won't lie; I constantly feel alone. -
I just smile through it, and I look okay. Just smile through it, and everyone's good.
By the time I go to bed, I look in the mirror, and I look dead at the end of the day. -
What am I doing?
We're self-destructing in an endless spiral of negativity, that's what we're doing.
I need to stop and figure out why. -
-physically aching
-exhausted
-hot
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Okay. Those are valid and understandable reasons. But perhaps we should tone it down on the "worthless feelings" part and just vent or whatever we call it.
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*sigh*
Okay, I guess I'm just tense because I really don't know what I can say anymore. Everything is just a bit hard for me, especially with this f---ing bad habit of mine. I wish I could change that about me.
I'm so easy to catch. Just be nice to me and show that you're capable of caring. That's all it takes. That's how I've always been.
But, it doesn't seem to lead anywhere good.😩 -
So, that's why I hate myself.
That's what makes me want to be somebody else.
That's why I feel unwanted.
..............
...I...
Um...
should push this, now. -
pushy page with meaningless posts.
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Ehhhhhhhhhhhhh...
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Okay.
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I feel stupid in knowing that pushing the page doesn't stop anyone from seeing that.
This is a public forum, not a private journal site. -
Well, some things I can't put in my journal because my family is always snooping.
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It's not a secret, anyway.
I crush so easily on guys despite what may have already gone on, or what may happen. It's a coping mechanism for pain, sometimes, but it can also be (and so far has always been) a real feeling towards them.
I said it...
That's it...
And no, it's nothing I can control. I have tried. It's just who I am. -
Um, knock knock.
Who's there?
The idiot who...
"The idiot who" who?
"You, the idiot who didn't hit hide from recent posts before submitting that!"
um.... -
Oh, forget it. Just forget everything. I quit.
I just quit.
I'm stupid and hopeless.
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