Ripper's Edge
Thread Topic: Ripper's Edge
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Well, I had lunch, but I might not be able to hang around much today.
I'll see if I can look for more library books, but my mom might need me to do some things for her today, so I won't have time to hang out. Either soon or later, I'll have to go do some work for her, so if I just disappear off, that's why.
And I probably won't come tomorrow since I won't have school.
So, probably Tuesday.
But, maybe that's good, my eyes are a bit worse, now. -
My mom always says that there's tons of work to be done if I'm bored, but what do I do if I'm bored and work is leaving me ragged? They never provide anything fun and relaxing, they just tell me to work when I'm bored.
That's why I'm so tired. I probably work to much because I'm always bored. -
I don't know. I've been having trouble relaxing because I'm not allowed to do what makes me feel comfortable.
Aside from that, people act like the sky is falling if I don't do every single thing they expect me to.
There are four of us aside from my dad to take care of my mom. Why am I doing practically everything? -
I mean, it needs to be done, so I'll do it. I'm not the kind to complain about hard work. But, still.
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My eyes...
They can't focus.
They keep going in and out. Blurry and not blurry. -
So, I've gotten all she wanted done. Now I can look for books.
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huh...
Stressful times. -
Oh, no. My mom wants to come out...
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Is it mean of me to avoid her if I know that we end up fighting every time we sit in the same room?
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Like, yeah I feel bad for her having to be treated like this because she may or may not be infected, but no, it doesn't change the fact that she and I don't get along.
She isn't willing to accept and live with the fact that we have different views, so I can't even force myself to pretend I'm okay with her always trying to make me be like her. -
She just demanded to know why I would go upstairs if she came out here. (I'm stuck sitting in the family room so I can use the ethernet.)
I didn't give her a real answer. I couldn't. I said, "Nothing." But she should know by now that I don't like her. Whenever she claims she's just going to be sitting, she always gets to talking and annoying me to death. -
For some reason, it's just something in me. I react pretty horribly whenever I'm in the room with a female who always portrays herself to be something stronger than me. I hate the presence of a "dominate female". My body can't take it, and I immediately get defensive.
I've always been this way. And because of that, my mom cusses at me and says I'm acting like an a--hole.
Well, what? We're just going to dismiss that s--- you always do to me? -
I'm lonely, but now's not the time for my brain to formulate words.
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I also feel sad.
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Now she wants me to look up Asian sunhats.
Um, why?
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