Ripper's Edge
Thread Topic: Ripper's Edge
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I go from one extreme to another. Either I'm totally standoffish and don't accept help, or I'm needy.
And we sigh. -
It does relieve me a bit to say this so hopefully they'll understand more, but it also leaves room for people to legit call me...bad things.😔
I can't say if I feel better for sure until it's acknowledged. Whichever way it goes, I just want to know how people might feel about this.
I don't want them to hate me for it or call me things. I know my parents will. But, we're not telling them yet. -
Remember that talk we had about making decisions? Well, this isn't exactly a decision, it's just something that I guess is a part of me now, and the decision was to make it known.
I'm still not sure if I should just let it be this way or try to fight it. -
I mean, it kind of grants me comfort, sometimes. It just feels normal. And actually, I should've known I'd be a little different like this. I mean, I was four years old the first time I had a crush. (Yeah, it was fictional, but I was crushing at four!)
Not...normal. -
I feel weird. Like, I'm the one who got all the flaws in the family.
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Hm.😕
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I don't know. Maybe I'll never fit in.
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I have the urge to scratch again.
I'm stressed because I'm wearing skintight sleeves today, so we can't. -
I hope, one day...
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This place feels a lot like home. I mean, right now. Exactly how it is.
The only difference is, we don't have people coming in her off and on yelling at me...today. -
*in here
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That feels so applicable to me.
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I'm sorry to hear that. I don't want to make anyone sad, so don't dwell on that.
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It's fine, don't worry.
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