~*~Axels Universe~*~
- Locked by axelbeans on Jan 1, '21 12:59amReason: old
Thread Topic: ~*~Axels Universe~*~
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yeah, me too!! music is my special interest i think
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and i love anything that took a LOT of creativity uwu
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im in too more pop
but i also like dolly parton (which is semi wierd for my age but whatever) -
same lol
in art were doing this realistic drawing with alot of shading and stuff
im all over anything creative or artsy -
i have always loved punk whether it was pop punk, or hardcore, i even like a lil metal
but then i also adore rap music bc culture ✨ and i like specific pop music uwu i try to enjoy a little bit of everything but my favorite has to be punk !!
and i love dolly parton too. her personality and story really inspires me uwu -
someone agrees with me about dolly parton
yea i have been trying to extend my music listening range
it use to be less my age it didnt have swear words
now there depressing and have meanings lol -
of course!! she’s honestly the sweetest too uwu
and that’s understandable lol -
my friend only listens to anime theme songs..i dont watch anime although i should XD
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oooo i relate to that i listen to my favorite anime themes too. i used to be big on stuff like that and i swore on nightcore too LMFAO
and if you ever watch anime i can give u a list of my favorites uwu !! -
ok lol
my feet wont be cold. seeing as my cat stretched acrossed them -
wish i had a cat
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i’m realizing just how THICK my intuition must have been
i just,,, didn’t realize it -
the things i fixated on visually before
i kept fixating on that image of the girl with the fsu photo in AP lit,,
i couldn’t feel any connection to FSC even tho everything was going right,, and now i’m here at fsu. with everything else progressing and turning in my life.
i felt. s o m e t h i n g with that first tarot reading i ever received and i discarded it like an idiot and then faced
i had weird dreams at a young age with repeating numbers
i’m VERY good at instantly understanding people
my intuitive and perhaps empathic abilities are,, stronger than usual i notice
that soul connection with eli and reid but mostly eli-
and i see things vastly different and work tirelessly to correct the wrongs i did with only an overwhelming feeling something deep within myself
i wonder what’s there for me -
i wonder how i never noticed before,,
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and it’s almost crazier. the root of that realization was someone who had that realization and blocks it for creature comforts.
just h o w deep is this history between me and eli
because i realize if the both of us made split second decisions... we wouldn’t have ended up on the paths we are now.
in fact-
we probably would still be together.
thinking about it leaves me with regrets but. it’s almost like me chickening out set the rest of my current life in motion.
he wouldn’t have ever gotten with her. i wouldn’t have gotten with dylan. i would not have wasted time at SLU. he wouldn’t have dropped out. i would have done theater and choir and maybe even band the way i wanted to and probably entered art class for photography. eli would have done more of his passions and stick with it. i wouldn’t have met reid. he wouldn’t have made the friends and lost the ones he did.
i’m almost.... shocked at how much was riding on a silly little dude asking me out and me saying no because i was scared to hurt him.
the experiences we gained outside of it was very important and probably LONG lessons and curses we needed to break but,,,
oh my gosh.
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