Morning
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Thread Topic: Morning
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woke up to thunderstorm not good
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morning
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Morning I hope thd storms pass quickly
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they did, thank god
not fun to wake up to
had a bit of a bloody dream but not as gory as past nightmares -
No it's not. Do you live in a city or a rural area? I don't mind the thunder so much but the lightning TERRIFIES me.
You wanna talk about it?
Have you been having them a lot recently? Back when I was taking my anti depressants I was having super vivid nightmares. Apparently that's a side effect :( -
rn I live in a city. the thing that scared me so much is the loud noise and how it shakes the walls. lightning only scares me because I know what will follow
I've been having really gory nightmares since I was a little kid. something to do with trauma? I don't remember. but the gore infiltrates my intrusive thoughts real bad so my therapist said to put them into an imaginary "locked box" instead of dwelling on the details -
:( Thats terrible, I'm sorry you have to cope with all that but you're CRAZY STRONG for persisting despite that.
I've always been paranoid about being struck by lightning. I get a bit obsessive about counting the seconds between strikes of lighting and the thunder to tell how far away the storm actually was.
Compartmentalizing can be useful x.x I'm sorry you have to go through that. Scary dreams are terrible :( one of the many reasons I stopped taking my meds. My dreams weren't exactly graphic but they always left me feeling terrified and confused. Waking up from a nightmare is the most like. Sudden rush of relief as I realize it's not there. -
That's fair. Lightning is scary
honestly I'm just sick of feeling so tired every time I wake up -
It's too bad there's not much that can be done to prevent bad dreams. I tried CBD oil and it kinda worked but not enough? After I stopped taking the medication they stopped being nightly though.
I can't imagine dealing with it on the level you do. I don't think i could -
all my meds did is make me violently sick for a couple days and then make me fat
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:( oh no that's not good
Hows your day going besides that? Its almost 11 here and im still in bed x.x -
I found a roach in the kitchen. it's the only one I've seen the past 2 weeks I've been here but I'm ready to burn down the whole building. I sprayed the counters with so much disinfectant that it was dripping off the side. luckily for everyone, I'm medicated, otherwise things would be really really really bad right now
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wanna sleep until I melt away
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texted that weird number back finally. what if it is my mom? should I tell her to go die? that's how I feel
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It's likely just a wrong number. Psyching myself out
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