DILLIGAF
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Thread Topic: DILLIGAF
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Where did I lose my tiktok sharing thread?
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I'll have to find it tomorrow, as well as actually respond to my s---
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I keep promising to respond but I really don't have the heart to, I'm really sorry
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I have a feeling I'm going to sleep through most of this week
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Ugh this doesn't look as good as I was hoping for
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Perhaps I shouldn't have impulse changed off of Cecil
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In general, I'm pretty frustrated with this week
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Things keep happing and I have zero control over any of it (or no way to assist)
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And when half of those problems happen to be IRL, that makes it even more fun to try and deal with
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That's about all I had to say, I'm gonna go back to sleep since there's absolutely no reason for me to be awake
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Okay I made myself upset and I'm torn between ranting here or on the discord
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The worst part about me being antisocial and uncomfortable with people is that I have no one to celebrate with. I'm going to be a senior this year, and I don't have anyone to talk to about it. I'll have to get all of my information about what's going on from the school website and flyers, because I don't have any friends that I can ask for that information from. And when graduation comes around, people aren't going to scream and cheer for me. They don't know who I am, nor do they care. And I can't even be mad about it, because it's probably my fault. I was too scared to get involved with people because they had their groups well before I came.
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Some of those people are following me on Instagram, and I wish I had never let them follow me. I always see them with their friends, or them talking about how excited they are for senior year, etc. and I know I'm only on their page because they're into numbers. It's all about who has the most followers at C*****.
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It's always been like this, though. I set myself up for failure back in elementary school, and I've been alone all of my life since then. (And then I wonder why I struggle to read emotions or tones with people I actually care about LOL)
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Fren? :(
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