By land, by sea, by dirigible
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Thread Topic: By land, by sea, by dirigible
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I hope you keep getting better and better!
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Thank you! For once in my life i feel like that is possible!
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I think it might have been time to let go of my past, my self from middle school.
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Letting go is honestly a difficult and painful process but I feel like this has always been where things were heading. I'd been fighting so long, but fighting for and against the wrong things. This new chapter in my life is getting better all the time.
Once I have a car I can get a better job
I'm FINALLY getting back in touch with my muse
I'm making new friends!
I'm taking my medication regularly
And I'm in the healthiest relationship of my life.
Things are FINALLY falling into place. -
Plus as soon as i have a better job i can get myself into therapy!!
Which, I will say, my mental health has been very poor lately. There's been plenty of hard days. But now I feel capable of getting better.
I finally talked to Jacob about my episodes. And honestly. God I. Really feel like he was sent to me. I asked for someone who understood and I got it. I literally have had my prayers answered so many times now it's not even funny. I feel so incredibly blessed and content and loved. It's refreshing. -
I want to move in with him :/ he said he'd cuddle me to sleep before 11 every night
Honestly.. sleeping next to him makes me so happy. When he left for work I buried my face in his pillow and just.. inhaled. Rn I'm wearing the hoodie he gave me. He smells so f---ing good. And he does the same with meee. He's always telling me his shirts smell like me after I sleep in them. So I purposefully slept in the other hoodie and left it for him
God I just want this forever -
I really feel like he was sent to me and i feel so lucky that he likes me as much as i like him.
It's so weird. I don't know how he's so good. He just.. matches my heart, ig. He loves just as intensely as I do. -
Hi panic attack
Stfu -
wish i could stop freaking out about everything ever
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gonna go back to not posting here for a while. probably until my brain is too full again.
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ok but first i just wanna say
so im not asexual?? ig ive just never been into anybody sexually?
but uh yeah. It's been a month now and. No regret. :) which is a pleasant surprise.
And also the way he smiles when he first sees meeeeeeee uuuuuuuuuu i just wanna melt
I need friends to express my love for him too bc it's like SO LOUD IN MY HEAD.
Emery is already down and once i have a car we'll hang regularly
Laura is a little silly but i like her attitude x.x i wonder if the two of them know each other.
What if they HATE each other uuu -
Not to be overdramatic but I'm having a meltdown
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part of me wants to cancel tomorrow to lay in bed and be depressed but the other part knows i would rather go out and have fun
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wonder if this is worth waking him up over
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Naaaah I'll suffer alone in the dark like i always have
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