I have anger issues
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Thread Topic: I have anger issues
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No one here would go
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No one outside my family would cry
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I hate being in a busy house someone will find me on thirty minutes
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I hate it here. I hate it.
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Why is it when you try to commit suicide you get ridiculed, but when you actually die suddenly everyone misses you?
Am I selfish now?
Am I stupid now? -
I'm tired of it all.
I want to rest.
But my closet doesn't have one of those metal poles.
And I would be found before I was truly gone.
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But society only cares when a pretty girl is gone.
That's not me. -
I am not worth much anyways.
I never have been.
Everyone I love leaves me.
Everyone I know hates me.
I was never worth it.
And I won't be.
I wish I could be taken away to a place far away -
Far far away
Far far far away
Take me back in time, and let me have a happy life.
Just me and my brothers and my parents
We'll all live in a beautiful house with a nice backyard.
And I can play and laugh and smile
As a child
So all I remember are good things -
No drugs
No abandonment
No abuse
Just a nice healthy family
With a mentally stable mother and father -
Please dont leave me again
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I wait for hours for your response.
Hours.
I always check my phone just to see if you text me. -
Everytime I hear my phone go off
"Did she text me?"
The answer is almost always no -
Why dont you respond like you used to? It kills me
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I always fear you're going to forget me.
Everyone forgets me.
Please dont be like everyone else -
I respond ASAP when I see your messages. I wonder if you do the same, or if you just wait because I'm not good enough?
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