New thread, new me.
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Thread Topic: New thread, new me.
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I hope I hid that from recent posts
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I stopped going outside of my room. I can hear them mocking me. I'm too embarrassed to go downstairs.
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I'll wait for about ten more minutes and get myself something to eat. They should be in the living room by then, so they won't see me. I told them I wasn't hungry. I'll try to remember to eat tonight, I was too embarrassed last night too, and then forgot when I went down to get my sleeping meds. It's hard to sleep. I don't know if they know I can hear them.
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My uncle that lives with us likes to talk s--- about me and my brother A when the other isn't around about something they did or if their behavior has changed.
My brother A doesn't like me. He will take shots at me for no reason. Like after we saw a movie for his birthday he asked if I liked it and I said I did and then he said that surprised him and started mocking me. I told him once one time I personally hated a movie he reccomended. He always tells me how awful my choices are when we try to pick a movie together, when he hasn't even seen the movie because he heard it was bad. Since I'm a very angry person, I snapped at him, and he wouldn't let it go.
My grandma makes sure I know when she's mad at me. She tells me I'm manipulative when I get into an argument with A, because I'm always in the wrong when A and I argue. When I feel extremely frustrated about something and tell her I just want to stop as a vent, she tells me that I'll never go anywhere in life because all I ever do is quit. She says I've never done anything I didn't want to, and tells me that she thinks I'm lazy.
One time last year she got frustrated with me and said I'm manipulative, unpredictable, moody, and that she is trying to help, but she honestly doesn't even know what to do with me. -
So I'm pretty sure all the signs lead to them talking about me, considering I'm not there and they all are probably angry at me.
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Are you alright?
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Yee
I talked to my grandma about it
I think I'm hearing things
Sometimes my brain gets confused and puts in words when I can't clearly hear what they're saying
Other times, especially at night, my brain can't really register the people on the TV so it changes the voice and sometimes the dialogue of the characters with my grandma and my uncle
I think it might be like a phenomenon or something -
Whoa
That must be scary. -
Now that I'm aware its not scary anymore
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Le1F Advancedhay
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Hi!! -
leaf why chwu not post in my thwead
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This kid needs a nap
He's just been running around in a straight line making noises -
Le1F Advancedwell i am upset ok
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No no not you
You're great!
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