New thread, new me.
- Locked due to inactivity on Jun 23, '20 3:54am
Thread Topic: New thread, new me.
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yep.
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Sorry I was doing something.
That's cool! They didn't let us choose during recess, it was either we all were outside or in the lunch room. -
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don't
know
I
just
cant
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What's wrong?
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idk im just straight up not having a good time
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I'm sorry.
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no need to apologize
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I need to put everything in the wash
its been at least two months -
meeting on the 13th
hope they don't kick me out -
I should probably do something but like
my brain isn't cooperating
I think it's confused -
like I cant even watch tv
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If my brother was a subreddit he'd be r/iamverysmart
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I am having one of the toughest times of my life rn and you are so far up your own ass that you can't even consider to be a little less of an a--hole?
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This is why I refuse to talk to him. I told my grandma that I would help him in biology if he needed it. But according to him I'm a bad older sister who doesn't do anything but attack him. I told him I really liked a movie we saw for his birthday and he mocked me after because I'm usually such a b---- about it apparently. I only said I really didn't like a movie he reccomended once. He always recommends movies, and always gets to pick the movies we watch because if I show any interest he says he heard it was awful, and admits he never saw it. I spent the first few days of high school making sure he was alright, because he is a freshman and I wanted him to adjust better than I did. He said he wanted to walk home from school with me, but stood me up almost every day. When he did walk with me the one time, he kept getting frustrated I wasn't walking at his pace, and ignored me the whole time. But I'm the bad one. He says I never welcome him, but I encourage him to do what he wants. I allow him to practice makeup on me, I gave him something my mom gave me because I saw he really wanted it, I told him how much I wanted wings and stuff, and he gets those stuff all the time and rubs it in my face, and I say I'm happy for him. I'm afraid to try any form of art because of him. He thinks that art is 'his thing' so nobody in the house can do it but him. My youngest brother was tracing and then coloring a picture, and then he had to say "I'm better at art than both of you combined." and then shamed my youngest brother for tracing when I asked to see his art. He never claimed he drew it! My brother says things to my youngest brother that makes me blood boil, but I'm the bad guy when I call him out on it. My youngest brother has severe ADHD with a combination of other learning disabilities. He is in sixth grade, and can only read at a second/third grade level. He didn't start talking until he was 4. He gets bullied at school, and my brother makes it even worse at home. My brother has a Halloween costume he got that he loves to put on and do silly things in. He wanted to show my brother something he came up with [a joke] and came in with the suit and my brother looked at him and told him he was stupid. I was right there, and my brother denied his actions. How the hell is that okay? I yelled at him for it, and my grandma said defended him saying 'he's trying to change'. He has been antagonizing our youngest brother for months. My youngest brother confided in me and he was balling his eyes out because he said he didn't feel safe to be himself at his own goddamn house. Those two share a room. That's not okay. Why is he allowed to be a dick? But I'm the devil because of my flaws. Why should I have to deal with him when he treats me like s--- for no reason? He doesn't even care. I've never once had him ask if I was okay.
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*wigs
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