hey humans
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Thread Topic: hey humans
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I just am so ducking done with this shut
Everyone who thinks they know me well is so goddamned wrong
A lot of people know me but they don't know me well -
Haha, what does your name mean?
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Well...maybe you should let them in so they can know you well. The more walls and distant you make, the less likely people will know who the real you is.
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Lexi, come on man. We were just kidding around.
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My names means Joy in..German or Swedish i think
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I push away the people I love the most. Why? I don't want them to know I'm vulnerable.
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That's hard to explain, Jeeshan. We have something analogous to food but it isn't treated like it is here. e do have different ways of preparing the things we eat and we do have different things to eat but just isn't concentrated on as much as it is here. And again the language is different, so translating is difficult, as well as the life being a bit different too.
I know I don't know you well, it's been three years. I don't know about you but I've changed a hell of a lot in three years. Both are a given. But I want to know you well again. So thank you for that enlightenment. -
And don't call me man I'm not a "man" he'll I'm not even a ducking woman
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It's ok to vulnerable. You can't take on the whole world by yourself. It gets pretty lonely
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Just ducking stop you're only making me worse it all feels like lies nuna
And Alex yeah I've changed you may have known me well 3 years ago but guess the f--- what I'm not the same innocent little girl you knew way back then.
I'm darker. More angry. More sad. I'm worse than I ever have been... I'm not even going to graduate on time! I was supposed to graduate last June but *sarcastically* NOOOO I'M TOO f---ING LAZY to do s---
I've become nothing but a lying theif I shouldn't even be on gtq right now this isn't even my goddamn phone!!!!
I don't even HAVE a phone!!!
HE'LL I'M NOT EVEN ALLOWED ONLINE!!!!
ALL BECAUSE I DO WHAT? THALK TO PEOPLE?!
YEAH SO THE f--- WHAT I TALK TO PEOPLE WHY IS THAT SUCH A BIG DUCKING DEAL?! -
Well...I can;t tell you that you shouldn't do that, it's part of your personality, but I'm not going to let you push me away. I want to help you. I've done a terrible enough job helpng others I've tried to, but I'll try again and see if I can do any better. So you're not going to push me away. I've been pushed away enough recently.
He's not literally calling you a man, he knows. It's a figure of speech. -
How is it a lie to tell you that you'll end up being lonely if you keep pushing people out? Not really gonna hide the truth from you. Life only goes one of two ways. It's your responsibility and choice to decide which way you want it to go. You wanna be lonely and depressed, then you just keep on trucking with the route you're going. You wanna have some meaning and be surrounded by people? Put your big girl panties and deal with it. Everyone's got s--- to deal with in life. Your s--- is no worse than someone else's. Stop being a melodramatic little girl and woman up. It's not their fault they aren't close with you anymore. Communication goes both ways sweet cheeks.
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Bye guys
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Don't go, I want to talk to you, I want to make it better...I'm sorry. You are different, but I want to know who you are now, I want to be your friend as you are now. We may have to start over but that doesn't have to be a bad thing...
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You can't force her to stay and talk with you. She's gotta do it cuz she wants to. Not because you beg her too
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