responding to my time capsule letter lmao
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Thread Topic: responding to my time capsule letter lmao
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Hey, a--hole. Still alive? Cool. Good job.
Two things, right off the bat.
-Don't mistake infatuation for liking someone.
-It's okay that you're not getting into Emerson.
Okay. That out of the way, wow! 2016 has been really f---ing s---ty but you're still here now. If you can make it through that, you can keep going.
I hope you never worked up the courage to drop Drama. I know it's stressful, but there's a reason you kept trying. Even if you feel more comfortable backstage, you know you love it.
What is your second play about? I'm excited to read/write it!
Northern Downpour. If you haven't listened to it in a while GO f---ING LISTEN TO IT.
ALSO WHOLY f---ING s--- YOURE ALMOST EIGHTEEN WHAT THE f---. Are you saving money for your plane tickets?
Today is your five month. Good luck, a--hole. Don't f--- up this time.
You don't need friends who make fun of your trauma. If you unblocked him for whatever reason, go BLOCK HIM AGAIN. Seriously.
I hope you and Brianna are still good. Please.
Oh, I'm proud of you for telling Mom and Dad about being gay. Maybe you'll work up the courage to tell them about her. Maybe not. Good luck.
Sleep better. DRINK MORE f---ING WATER. Listen to music. Wear the clothes you want, cut your hair how you want, stop THINKING ABOUT WHAT OTHER PEOPLE THINK. It's impossible for everyone to like you. It's not the end of the world if someone calls you a b----.
Also.
Write more. Don't be scared. Just write. Finish Walk Earth. Even if it kills you. Finish The Eyes are Dead. Write fanfic. Just /write./ If you don't get into FullSail, NWFS isn't that bad and it's a good place to start.
Relax.
I love you.
-Andi, 1/2/17
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Dear Andi,
Stop calling me an a--hole. Thanks.
Uhm, about those first note-to-self.. Oops?
The second? Been there, done that. You did apply, though! They sent you a fee waver, how could you not? But even if you DO get it, it's just too expensive. Better to stay close to home, even if it kills you.
Also, 2016 was s---ty? Sweetheart, you have no idea. 2017 kicks your b----y little ass. But it's okay, because guess what? HELLOOOOO, you're still alive, you f---ing dumb---. Good job.
Don't worry! You're in your fourth year of drama and still going strong. In fact.. You just sort of got a promotion? Basically a girl got kicked out and you're taking her place. ALSOALSO this letter was written bEFORE your huge role in Tracks and I. Just want to let you know.. You did so, so f---ing good, okay? And TWO superiors in Thespian. I know, the letter was written before hand, but.. Thank you for being brave enough to try. You've come really f---ing far.
Andi, darling, you need to stop holding grudges. Granted, it takes you about a year to figure that out, but.. You know. Sometimes people just disagree and you don't have to hate them for it? But. That said, don't let people walk all over you. You're more than that. a--hole.
You and Brianna are still strong. You'd be proud of her, too. She moved to Orlando! Broke up with her abusive boyfriend! God, you're so f---ing proud of her. She's going through a rough patch right now, and it's kinda hurting you to see her like this, but.. She can get better. She did. A bad week does not make her a failure. Tell her that.
Still proud of you for coming out. Even more proud of you, dicktwitch, for telling your friends that you're not cis. Felt f---ing uplifting. Also? Your hair looks hot and you know it and you actually got it cut like a "boy" this time. and it. feels liberating?? good job. Go you.
YOU STILL NEED TO DRINK MORE WATER YOU LITTLE a--hole. and it still isn't the end of the world if some people dislike you. You're doing pretty good, actually.
Keep writing. Take it a day at a time. Prepare for the future but know that things can change. Don't stress over that. I am.. Really proud of you. Of me. Good job.
-Andi, 1/10/18
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