Although you are very small
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Thread Topic: Although you are very small
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I'm sorry I got sidetracked
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Angel Kisses
When I was younger
I loved the sun
Almost as much as I loved
My mother
The sun is bright
Beautiful
Keeps me alive
And warm.
Sometimes
A little too warm
But what mother
Doesnt smother their child
Every once in awhile?
I loved to go outside
And reach my arms up
And Id spread my fingers out
So that the light
Would seep through my fingers
Softly
Like sand
And Id stare up
And look at what little light
I would let through
And I used my fingers
As a shield
Afraid to take in so much
Beauty all at once
Mother said
I should be careful
As the sun would hurt my eyes
But I didnt mind going blind
If my vision was lost
To looking at something beautiful
I found myself
Looking out the windows at school
Not caring about
What silly lectures teachers would teach
Everyone always wanted something more
But how could they not have
Everything theyve ever wanted
With the sun shining brightly
With the promise of always being there
Even when its not
Every day the sun sets
But like my mother
Is always in my heart
It always promises to return
And the colors it brings back
Makes up for the time it spent away
With shades of orange
Purple
Pink
Red
That men would never have dreamt of
If they had never known of the sun.
I dream of the sun lately
More than I ever did when I was younger
I dream of the times
When I would get sunburnt
My usually pale skin
Would be left with
Bright read marks
That made it difficult to even move
And I would laugh at the thought
Of how something so beautiful
Could cause so much pain
Mother never caused me pain
She would heal me
For every burn I got
Throughout the summer
For all the scrapes on my knees
And I damn near thought
She had some practice in magic
Because I couldnt fathom
How I could feel so much better
When she had done so little
But her little
Was more than enough
It always had been
Every little thing she did
Every day
Made me happy
Made me love myself
Made me love her
Even more
But lately
Its been harder and harder
To find love and care for myself
I have these spots
Given to me by the sun
Angel Kisses
My mother called them
Dark spots
Standing out upon
My pale skin
Its funny
How some angel kisses
Go by a different name
Like
Stage four skin cancer
Mother always told me
Not to look up at the sun
Because she was afraid
Id hurt my eyes
But instead
The angles kissed me too many times
And they liked me enough
To take me with them
And despite the pain
I wouldnt mind dying
And being taken
By something so beautiful
wow this was s--- kms don't write poetry anymore, -
Im chopping my hair off tomorrow
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Not all of it
I don't have the face shape for that
But a lot of it -
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Why did you blank post
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why do we always have to debate euthanasia why can't we debate other s--- like what the f--- is going on in the middle east
why this s--- -
just let them die jesus christ
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I could be watching this right now
it's been forever
but instead I'm on here
idek why I come on this site anymore haha -
I dont need a roof to say I love you
I dont need a roof to call you mine
I dont need adventure in some far away frontier
I dont need a roof to feel you near
All I need is you and you forever
All I feel is true and absolute
I dont need a legal deed
to help me play my part
I dont need a roof to hold my heart -
i won state
what -
also
why is it that i always go after the guys that leave
he's leaving
and its not even just leaving
hes not just going off to college
he's joining the goddAMN NAVY GOD f---ING DAMMMIT
i'm honestly scared -
I'm eating cold pizza for breakfast what is my life
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If you give your heart to someone and they die, did they take it with them?
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We had to write a short essay about where we see ourselves in a given amount of years in German and it honestly made me sad
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