You clicked your heels and wished for me
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Thread Topic: You clicked your heels and wished for me
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and then more:
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and now, trc spam, featuring RONAN BECAUSE I f---ING LOVE RONAN
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idc if it breaks the boxes bc i love all of these -
sometimes i'm like my favorite character is adam because he has anger issues but he's still portrayed as a good guy, even if he does bad things because of his tamper sometimes. also he is super independent and i'm SO SICK of abuse victims in stories/movies being like "ahhh i need someone to heal me" because adam straight up says f--- that, i can take care of myself. but he can't sometimes, and the process of him learning how to depend on and trust others while still being a strong person is honestly beautiful and the best portrayal of complex recovery i have ever seen
and then sometimes i'm like, you know what, i love noah, he's my favorite. because he's so good. he's so innocent and such a trusting friend to literally everyone. he's a ghost, he doesn't sleep, so he knows EVERYONES secrets. ronan being gay. blue and gangsey being together. adam's stuff... and, Noah kept it all for them, while being there for each of them individually, and like yeah he's a great friend but that's like three precent of why i love him. because listen. he's been dead for seven years. his best friend beat his skull in with a skateboard. and like, he's NOT OKAY with being a ghost. you can tell by all the little things he says, but... he doesn't let that stop him from being part of things.
but also, RONAN. Okay, so he's got a loooot of really unhealthy habits, but i've never seen such a complex and in-depth character. like. he's SO caring about his friends, he payed for adam's rent so that he could keep going to school but didn't tell adam bc adam would have told him no, he got him hand lotion... and he's SUCH a nice change from the flamboyant/hard core rocker boy we get a lot with gay guys. it's always one or the other, but ronan is so much more than just that. he loves farming and animals and his bond with blue is so dramatically different than what she has with everyone else, and it's just....... he's so good -
God I hate this
I literally hate being alive like even when I'm happy
Like, I don't want to stress them out with my problems but
Maybe i should message one of the boys.. -
hey u
im doing ur ch 1 thing on saturday
muah -
I asked H if he'd call me and he replied in like two seconds with "sure child"
So I'm gonna get food and talk to him about aliens
Peace. -
also u
i know things can be hard and this is probably really cliche
but it'll get better, and you'll find things as you grow that help you and bring you your happiness
i hope you find those things soon bc you deserve them -
AHHH I DIDN'T SEE THIS BC I NEVER REFRESH THE PAGE BUT
Thank you so much for the kind words. I really, really appreciate them. -
I was with my sister today.
We walked over two miles with the dogs, my legs burn really bad and I think I have heat stroke, but I'm really, super happy.
H and M started dating today and they said that in five years we can have a double wedding
Like SLOW DOWN boys y'all need to relax
I'm really happy tho -
I love that they'll clear their schedule to call me whenever they can like
H straight up said that if he's not working, i can call him absolutely anytime and he will answer
M said pretty much the same thing, and Ky has a less free time but she's been checking in periodically
A is... great. I really like that he wants to share his friends with me. -
So basically I'm really really happy but...
I'm gonna take a break from here. Two weeks at least. -
Stopping to drop a thought, leave a penny at the door:
I really love cemeteries. -
Another thought for another penny:
I rather like living alone.
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