emarsh1999's place.
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Thread Topic: emarsh1999's place.
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... I can't sleep.
I wanna cry.
I physically can't.
I hate this >. -
*curls up in a ball* Its 1 am and I have a test in the middle of the day >.
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Eric?
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*yawns* I'm really tired...
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I am too
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I've been searching for an exit, but I'm lost inside my head;
Where I spend every waking moment wishing I was dead.
For a few minutes get me away from here,
For a few minutes (wipe away) wipe away my tears.
For I am lost right now as the ocean deep;
I am low my friend and how my heart does sink.
Yeah I am lost right now as the ocean deep;
I am low my friend and how my heart does sink.
It's like there's cancer in my blood,
It's like there's water in my lungs,
And I can't take another step,
Please tell me I am not undone.
It's like there's fire in my skin
And I'm drowning from within -
I can't take another breath,
Please tell me I am not undone.
I've been searching for an exit but I'm lost inside my head;
Where I spend every waking moment wishing this would end.
I can't take another step, I cannot live inside my mind,
I can't face another day, I am so f---ing tired.
For I am lost right now as the ocean deep,
I am low my friend and how my heart does sink.
Yeah I am lost right now as the ocean deep,
I am low my friend and how my heart does sink.
It's like there's cancer in my blood,
It's like there's water in my lungs
And I can't take another step -
Please tell me I am not undone.
It's like there's fire in my skin
And I'm drowning from within.
I can't take another breath -
Please tell me I am not undone.
I've been searching for an exit but I'm lost inside my head;
Where I spend every waking moment, wishing I was dead.
I'll take another step for you -
I'll shed my tears until I drown, or until I am underground.
I'll take another breath for you...
Will you still be there when I'm home, out from the great unknown?
[2x]
It's like there's cancer in my blood,
It's like there's water in my lungs,
And I can't take another step -
Please tell me I am not undone.
It's like there's fire in my skin
And I'm drowning from within.
I can't take another breath -
Please tell me I am not undone. -
Eric?
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*sighs*
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What do I do to ignore them behind me?
Do I follow my instincts blindly?
Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams?
And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening?
Do I sit here and try to stand it?
Or do I try to catch them red-handed?
Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness,
Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness?
Because I can't hold on when I'm stretched so thin
I make the right moves but I'm lost within
I put on my daily facade but then
I just end up getting hurt again
By myself [myself]
I ask why, but in my mind
I find I cant rely on myself
I cant hold on
To what I want when Im stretched so thin
Its all too much to take in
I cant hold on
To anything watching everything spin
With thoughts of failure sinking in
If I
Turn my back Im defenseless
And to go blindly seems senseless
If I hide my pride and let it all go on then theyll
Take from me till everything is gone
If I let them go Ill be outdone
But if I try to catch them Ill be outrun
If Im killed by the questions like a cancer
Then Ill be buried in the silence of the answer
by myself [myself]
I ask why, but in my mind
I find I cant rely on myself
How do you think Ive lost so much
I'm so afraid that I'm out of touch
How do you expect... I will know what to do
When all I know Is what you tell me to
Dont you know
I cant tell you how to make it go
No matter what I do, how hard I try
I cant seem to convince myself why
Im stuck on the outside -
Will you talk to me?
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About what?
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I don't care, I feel like you've been avoiding me.
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No. That isn't it.
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Then what? Everytime I'm on, and you are, you just leave
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You stand there all alone and try to think of what I said
But this unfamiliar tongue just keeps on ringing in your head
Everything youve known is what Im bringing to an end
The situation that youre in is youre preaching it instead
Its what it is, enough of this, the s--- you talk is nothing
Keep on breaking what I love in this, and that is why its coming
Is Im jumping and confronting and you plan to stop with none of this
Now you see how fun it is to believe youre buried under it
You think youre special, you think I have to follow you
Just scratching, guessing Im not the person you assumed
You think youre special, think I have to follow you
Now what you gonna do when I break the split you wanna do
You underestimated me
Ill be the one to haunt you in your dreams
And when the ashes rest youll see
Ill have torn you from your land of make believe
I wish you had the courage and the heart to use your brain
Cause youre wicked on the surface, and youre partially insane
You think it serves no purpose and its unfairly in vain
Your slippers aint working and your hopes are far away
Now youre stuck here out of luck
You stand there thinking how the f---
Its loud enough to sound youre nuts
Your house is spinning round the block
Now before this happened
Im to show you dont you f--- the gun
And now you spun around because
You may be what the coward was
You think youre special, think I have to follow you
Just scratching, guessing Im not the person you assumed
You think youre special, think I have to follow you
Now what you gonna do when I break the split you wanna do
You underestimated me
Ill be the one to haunt you in your dreams
And when the ashes rest youll see
Ill have torn you from your land of make believe
Dont fall asleep
Cause you cant run from me
Dont fall asleep
Cause you cant run from me (You cant run from me)
Im coming for you
Im coming for you
Dont fall asleep
Love is not meant for me (Its not meant for me)
Im coming for you
Yeah, Im coming for you
You think youre special, think I have to follow you
Now what you gonna do when I break the split you wanna do
You underestimated me
Ill be the one to haunt you in your dreams
And when the ashes rest youll see
Ill have torn you from your land of make believe
Dont fall asleep
Cause you cant run from me (You cant run from me)
Im coming for you
Yeah, Im coming for you
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