Care's friend thread
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Thread Topic: Care's friend thread
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Swag: Me? Because a) I'm not a girl and b) idek you o-o
Katie: dude. Its f---ing freaky as hell -
Its on Youtube
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Hey, Radium.
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Care bear- Idc, you're still friendly cx
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Katie: I watxhed a reaction video and it was great.
Heya foxy-san
Swag: Not really but okay... anyway I'm agender so pls dont call me female pronouns. Thanks -
Okie
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Hello again, I think.
How are you? Maybe. -
This day keeps getter better and f---in better.
The only good thing happened today was I got promoted which I was really excited about.
I really love JROTC. Even on a crappy day like today has been it makes me happy.
Ik it sounds cheesy but its true. I especially love drilling. And when we play knock out. I love the discipline that it takes to win the game and to command the other cadets. Its the only time I really feel like im in control of my own life. I guess thats part of why i want to go into the army. Even though I don't agre with everything the government does, I wabt to make a difference. I want to help people. Because I know wyat it's like to feel like there is no one there and that there is nothing that you can do to change that. But jrotc makes me feel okay.
(I'm just gonna talk to myself for awhile) -
I guess thats why everyone says I'm so "caring". When really I'm not all that nice. I feel a strong need to protect people. That's apways been my first instinct. It's weird because I even protect my parents. I protect them from me.Lol I've even gotten into fist fights because of my mom. And I really am not a violent person in the least. Unless you f--- with someone I care about.
See, I'm not necessarily a nice person. I'm actually very closed off. Even most of my "friends" don't really know me. But if you somehow do find you way past me wall either, you stop talking to me, or you dig your way into my heart. And I protect those people with my life. They are special to me. -
There are times when I feel like I always f--- up.
Like I take everything good in my life for granted or hold it so closr to my heart that suffocate it.
Sometimes I find myself thinking about all the things that I do have.
And I want tp tell those people or things how much I really care for them but I cant because I can never find the right words.
I want to take those people and really show them who I am. But I won't because I'm scared.
I wish I knew how to speak up. How to be heard. But I don't. I can't or I start to panic. -
*hugs*
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With time you will be able to. Once you learn how to make the move you can, once you step out of your relax zone and tell those people how you feel there is no going back. And that's where everything starts.
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Thanks Aura.
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No problem, but why do you panic? Do you think they will be driven away from you?
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Partly, yes.
I'm not always the happy person that I portray myself to be.
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