Care's friend thread
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Thread Topic: Care's friend thread
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care_bear19 NoviceJoz: What did the doctor say?
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care_bear19 NoviceUgh. I hate to be one of those girls who worries too much about their partner but I am slighty worried. She kinda just disappeared on me. And she was upset earlier. *sigh* I need to stop it. She most likely just fell asleep. In fact, I hope she did because she needed it. Ugh, I need sleep too, but my brain won't shut up. -_-
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care_bear19 NoviceStill awake bro ;~;
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Same! Slug Life.
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care_bear19 NoviceYesh. I didn't choose the slug life, the slug life chose me
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OHMEHGERD! YAS!
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care_bear19 NovicexD
Damn, I just got yelled at for being awake ;-; *cries* It's not my fault! -
Hehe!
Why? School? It isn't. Insomnia sucks. I know. You can't control it. -
care_bear19 NoviceWe must have these rainbow children Joz! We must XD
It wasn't even by my parents it was my friend, she was like 'You shouldn't be up! Go to bed!' I was gonna yell at her for being up but she lives in Australia so... xD -
WE SHALL! XD
Wow, they are in daylight aren't they. Like in P.M but not technically at night. -
care_bear19 NoviceYAS
Yeah it's like almost 5 o'clock there.
Well, i'm gonna attempt sleep. Night Joz. *hugs then passes out* -
HEHEHE!
Oh.
Kay. Bai Night. *hugs* -
care_bear19 NoviceI have returned
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care_bear19 NoviceMe.
Kyle Spratt- Suicide Note
Starring at my food
But I can not eat it
Laying in my bed
But i'm not sleeping
Crying in my room
and I keep it top secret
Because people tell me they care
but they do not mean it
I'm cut open
even though I am not bleeding
My heart's broken
so imma make it stop beating
Someone runs in the room and screams,
"He's not breathing!"
I'm rushed to the hospital to have a Doc treat it
But he cannot not beat it
there's no time at all
Cause I just popped some pills with some Tylenol
And 3 bottles of anti-depressants
and Zam Booka,
40 ounces, got killed
I didn't puke up
Anything
There's no use in pumping my stomach
Cause I'l just do it again
I'm a lost cause so f--- it
Everyone with grudges towards me is gonna love this
The smiles on their faces when my death goes public
Cause I'm killing myself
Taking matters into my own hands
I can't picture myself as a grown man
I don't wanna grow up
I hate change
And everything around me is just so rearranged
My life's nothing but a disaster
And time keeps going by faster
But in a second all that s--- wont matter
f--- THIS IMMA KILL MYSELF
I act happy
But I wanna die
I'm not gonna lie
Thoughts of suicide
keeps crossing on my mind
on a regular basis
Going crazy cause
I'm going through bulls---
On a regular basis
Look me in the face
I'm sick in my eyes
Cause I'm sick in my mind
I've been wishing to die
Ever since I was 9
This isn't a lie
I don't b---- just to whine
Or bulls--- just to rhyme about it
I don't cry just to spit
Just to try to guilt trip
Cause I could give two s---s
About your pity
I ain't trying to get everyone to feel bad for me
I'd rather dis everyone and make y'all mad at me
I ain't a happy person
And I know I ain't that liked
Not even by myself
I know that I ain't nice
But people don't understand
How much I hate my life
Cause if they did
Then they'd know how much I wanna take this knife and be.. -
care_bear19 NoviceThey read it and start crying
They actually do care...
I'm shocked
I can't believe they're sad that I ain't there
They miss me..
Man what a horrible mistake I made..
And I can't take it back
It's way too late
If only I could relive my life
I'd re-make this song
rewrite the hook
And it would be like...
Life's s---
But I'm taking matters to my own hands
I can picture myself as a grown man
I wanna grow up
I can deal with change
Even if everything gets rearranged
Maybe my life's a disaster
And time keeps going by faster
But now I can see all that s--- don't matter..
f--- THAT IMMA LIVE MY LIFE!
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