My OFFICIAL thread
Thread Topic: My OFFICIAL thread
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No...
Don't argue...
I DONT CARE! Don't you understand? I could care less about who the hell I was or what people think of me! I don't care if it gets so bad my parents intervene and take me to an therapist every other day because it won't help! I have tried to fight so many times it doesn't even matter! I have tried to get better, I started following God wholeheartedly for a minute, but even that didn't help... nothing helps and there is only one more road I can find... -
saying someone else can't complain about how bad they have it is just as bad as telling someone they can't be happy because someone else might be happier than them.
though, I understand that I probably have no idea what the f--- is going on in this thread and I'm just posting to see if someone will actually talk to me on here for once, It can get really annoying when people complain a lot about seemingly minor stuff, but I think it would be better for you guys to get on a better subject to save your friendship.
i'll leave now -
ok
*sigh*
I will, no matter what you say, because what you think of yourself is much worse than you really are.
Not what I was saying that for but whatever. And if you truly don't care then why the f--- are you even still talking to me? Its not like I can help you or do anything about your problems.
Ann, it's a bit complex and this isn't over little stuff... -
I will be in my thread if anyone needs meh. xP
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I have a friend who has Chrones. When he was younger it got very bad... but he's so much better now! My aunt and her daughter have sleep apnea as well... It apparently runs in the family but I don't have it. But, do you have a CPAP machine? You have a lot of struggles, but there is always hope. Pleeeease be strong, Savannah. I cannot relate with having so many health problems, and I'm sure it's awful, but it's no reason to want to just give up on life. If you can live, live!
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Okay, sorry I'm giving such s---ty responses
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Did you even see what I wrote? Anyway, I don't know if I can help you with just words...
I have to sleep. Goodnight Savannah, and Alex. -
No. There is no debate when I say that I am a million times worse than I say I am.
Idk.... Alex, I actually had only a spark when I decided that I was going to sit around doing abosolutly nothing for eight hours to talk to you.. lately I haven't really had an desire to talk to you, it's just that you are always there... I ended up going through your thread again and now I want to be here so bad, it's just that something is different now. I feel like everything I am saying is being transmitted through a interpreter... I feel like all my emotions are trapped behind a translucent wall in my mind and the sane part of me is the only one who is aloud to talk.... you have no idea how badly I want to break that barrier in my mind... I literally have no idea how to though and it is killing me! I am sitting here trying so hard to cut the rope but somebody stole my knife! Something is keeping me from my destruction and I want to murder it. Now I am sorry that I am a whiny b---- and quite frankly, I have compared myself to Caroline... I feel like I am just like her and I don't even know her...
I feel like I have no reason to be here but I don't went to leave, I will stay up all night and say absolutely nothing if I have to... I am so empty, yet I am overflowing with emotion... I really have np f---ing idea how to describe what's going on inside my mind... all I know is that there is a part of me I am pushing away that still has hope and it is conflicting my very being... -
*sigh* rhi...
Damm it.... I want to die. All I can do to stop my screaming mind is end this all now. Seriously! You have no idea how badly I want this all to be over... *sobs* I don't know what is wrong with me... something won't let my emotions control me like I want them to... something is in control that I don't want to be..
I just realized how difficult it is to operate a mind. You would think you could just decide to be how you want when you want and stop when you want to. But in actuality of takes an immense amount of effort to reprogram even one thought in your mind... -
*collapses* I-- I can't... something in my head is fighting for me and I can't get rid of it... someone should just take the pain away... I thought giving up in struggling would mean I don't have to struggle,... here I am trying so hard to loose my control...
Why am I being an emotional little s---? Sorry everyone... I apologize for being so stupid and emotional.. -
No you arE NOT
Savannah, you're coming through loud an clear, idk what the problem is. And please, don't go there.
quit being like me damnit
It's your sanity. The part of you that wants this to be over wamts the troubles to be over but nothing more.
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Is everything alright,loves? I'm here to support any of you if you need it.
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Yes, yes... just leave it a yes.
I am so confused... confused isn't even the word... I don't know what I am, and the doesn't even describe it. But it's true..
I wish I could be as bad as you were...
No.. I am just an dumb little worthless scum who can't even think straight anymore.
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No.. I am fine. I don't want any support ... in fact I should probably just sulk in my own thread... sorry Alex .
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Love, you're not worthless nor are you a scum. Don't think so lowly of yourself.
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